Cries of Hell season 3 Polaroids

Healing

What is your biggest fear when it comes to vulnerability in relationships? My biggest fear when it comes to vulnerability is showing them how feel I mean ik in a relationship you should let them know how you feel but that confrontation is so important it's kinda scary and the more talking like omg your so important omg what you and me no what about us the talking making sure that everything is gonna be ok or could not be ok is kinda scary

How do you tend to respond when someone tries to get close to you emotionally? Well if I like you I would want to get close to you emotional but if you like me and I don't like you then we would be close friends idk how to respond if get close emotionally to me

What are your feelings towards dependence on others? How does this affect your relationships? Dependence I like the independence I don't like relying on others and asking for help it makes me look weak I don't wanna ask for help I'm not looking weak or relying on you sometimes I would take offense to it like I'm a adult you really think I'm not cable of doing things myself you really think I'm incapable of doing things myself I don't even do relationships idk how to ask for help when in comes into a relationship and I don't even like relationships like back to the independent thing I'm not gonna rely on anybody not even in a relationship

What past experience have contributed to your avoidant behavior? Mom and dad are insane mom always made my feelings like garbage like get rid of your feelings throw them away they don't matter mom laughs at my feelings like sad scared anger and dad he's an alcoholic he loves to make things about himself to why would my feelings matter

Rn I should embrace the vulnerability the gross feeling of letting you emotions show take off the armor and cry

Ew I don't wanna do that with people I happily did that a lot of crying last night

Nadia your a person it's ok to feel feelings