IT'S YOU

Chapter 13

                                     *Y/N POV*

I totally forgot to mention the girls not to freak out out. Because that's exactly what they are doing right now. Although Yoongi doesn't seem to mind one bit. I watched as the girls jump up and down and thank Yoongi and the other BTS members, even though they aren't here, about how he and them saved their lives and made it better.

After about 10 minutes of taking pictures and signing autographs and just having their moment with a K-pop idol in front of them, it was finally time for them to calm down. I don't understand why people freak out so much like that with celebrities. They're humans just like we are. Only difference is they make money on what they love to do.

"Alright girls I think that's enough bombarding Yoongi. We're going to go to my room." I grabbed his hand and started pulling him with me towards my hotel bedroom. "Hey no fair" Moe yelled. "Another time we all can hang out together okay, now bye bye" I yelled back at them.

I pulled him into the room and shut the door. I tried to letting go of his hand but he held onto my hand tighter. "Maybe I don't wanna let go" he said smiling.
My face heated up like a tomato. My heart was beating so fast. I swear if he was any closer he would be able to hear it.

"Am I making you nervous" he asked. "Pfff no" I said. Lies. He started giggling and let go of my hand.
"So what do you wanna do" he asked. He walked over to my bed and sat on the edge. "I can order food and we can just relax and watch a movie and eat" I said.

"Sounds good to me" he said.

After eating food, we both with sitting next to each other on my bed watching a k-drama. "I was thinking. When we meet you never freaked out like other ARMY. Why is that" Yoongi suddenly spoke.

"I don't feel the need to freak out. You're human just like everyone else. Celebrities are no different. You bleed red just like everyone else" I said looking at him.

He looked at me so memorized. He was making me nervous again. "Thank you. Thank you so much for seeing me and no some k-pop idol."

"Of course" I said. We went back to watching tv.

I woke up confused. Huh? When did I fall sleep? I looked to my left to see the spot empty but a note from Yoongi. I picked it up and read it.

"I didn't want to wake you. And probably not a good idea if I stayed over. Text me when you wake up. By the way you are cute when you sleep."

I smiled after reading the note. I grabbed my phone to see that is was 3:09am. I wonder when he left. I clicked on his contact.

Me: When did you leave?

Yoongi: About a hour ago. Why are you awake?

Me: I don't know I just had this feeling.

Yoongi: That I wasn't next to you?

Me: Yeah.....

Yoongi: Cute. 😌

Me: You could have stayed.....

Yoongi: Probably not a good idea Y/N.

Me: Why?

Yoongi: Because...

Me: Did I do something wrong?

Yoongi: No.

Me: Are you mad at me?

Yoongi: No. I'm mad at myself.

Me: Why?

Yoongi: I don't want to go talk about it over text. Go back to sleep okay.

Me: I will after you tell me what's wrong.

Yoongi: You won't let this go will you?

Me: No.

Yoongi: I don't want to ruin our friendship.

Me: Your not Yoongi. Tell me what's wrong.

Yoongi: This isn't right for me to say over text. I'm not even sure what I'm feeling.

Me: Yoongi just freaking spill it!

Yoongi: Like I said I don't want to ruin our friendship.

Me: Fine. Keep whatever you are thinking or whatever in your head. I'm going back to sleep.

Yoongi: Y/N.

*Yoongi POV*

"I think I have feelings for you. And I don't know if you feel the same. I don't want you to go back to the states. I love how close you are to me Y/N" I said to myself.

Theirs no way I can tell her that. She's been here for two days and goes back in 5 days. She probably doesn't feel the same. And if she does she wouldn't stay here. It would be so selfish for me to ask.

I haven't felt like this since I was in high school. But this time it's more. Is it too soon to feel like this. I mean we been talking for over three months bite I've only saw her face to face jot even 48 hours ago.

If I tell her she might think I'm crazy or don't feel the same. I might even lose our friendship. But if I don't tell her how I feel. Maybe, just maybe I can suppress my feelings and they might go away and I have keep this friendship of ours.

I sighed and layed back closing my eyes. I don't know if I can do that either. Maybe before she leaves I can hang out with her a few times more to make sure of my feelings for sure. And then I'll tell her how I feel. Just hoping and praying that she feels the same.

Yeah, that's exactly what I'll do.