forbidden idol love

arguments..

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

It was night time, and we filmed an en o' clock video earlier. We were all in our dorm rooms. Heeseung was really different with me today, but it's because he was mad. I didn't want to argue with him so I just left him alone. While I was tidying up my room,someone came in total he room and locked it. "Who- oh, heeseung hyung" he still seemed pretty mad "jay. Why do u keep saying our love is forbidden? If it is forbidden we wouldn't be saying right now" oh great. "Herseung, I told you, we're both guys and idols-" heeseung cut me off, his eyebrows furrowed as he raised his voice a bit "you keep saying that! That's not a reason jay!" I sighed. "Do u know the amount of hate we will get? Our careers will be at risk!" I said furrowing my eye brows too while my voice was calm. "So u care about ur career more than someone u love? I care abt what other people think instead of me?" Heesung said stepping closer to me while I took a step back. "Heeseung, it's too late at night to argue right now.." Heeseung then pinned me agaidnt the wall "I don't care jay! Answer my question! I'm tired of u saying that our love is forbidden! It's almost like u don't love me!" I panicked at how close he was to me. "Heeseung! Please! We always argue about this all the time! I'm tired!" I shouted lowly back at him. "DO YOU LOVE ME. JAY" I looked dat him.. "Yes.. I-" herseung cutted me off putting both his hands on my shoulders while furrowing his eyebrows "then let people know about us! Stop saying our lives is forbidden!" I kept quite. "Jay.. U love me. Why do u care about peoples-" I cutted him off. "Get out" "what?-" "I SAID GET OUT HEESEUNG." HEESEUNG looked at me. "No.i will not leave." I was about to scream at him until he kissed me.. I was shocked, we never kissed before.. It felt weird.. I immediately pushed him off "GET OUT!"

𝐨𝐡 𝐧𝐚𝐮𝐫 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞? 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐩- 𝐢𝐤 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 "𝐣𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬" 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬!