forbidden idol love

practice and tour

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

we were still practice filming an en-ter key video. After my recording time or interview or whatever, heeseung hyung came up to me "hey jay, can u help me with my clothing accessory?" Heeseung hyung asked me, the chain to his pants fell off and his necklace too "sure,why are u so clumsy hyung?" I asked chuckling. I helped him fis his chains on his songs and his necklace "there all done. Be careful next time" heeseung smiled at him "thanks jay." They were finally about to perform in front of ENGENES. "I'm so scared and excitedd!" Squealed sunoo, he was struggling with his earpiece so I helped him out. "Hyung! Hyung! Help me too please!" Said Niki "ok niki, let me help hyung first" I went and helped heeseung with his shirt cause it was a bit messy. I then went to Niki and helped him with his earpiece. "Are u guys ready? Lets go see engene!!" We all went out and got into our XO(only if you say yes) positions. We performed and all that stuff. Our fans cheering. We performed 2 more songs, BROUGHT THE HEAT BACK and fatal trouble. We were all tired and we started interacting with fans. As I was taking a picture for a fan, heeseung hyung came up to me.

𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

I saw jay taking a photo with an engenes phone and decided to join him. I wrapped one arm around his waist as we took a picture. The fan screamed as jay gave the phone back. "Dont scare me like that hyung" jay said to me, "sorry baby~" jay looked at me confusedly but also flustered. "I meant sorry jay" I said smirking at him. Jay hit me on the shoulder before walking away to interact with another fan.

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

Did heeseung just call me.. Baby? No, dont think too much of it jay, you guys are both guys and u guys flirt a lot with meenbts so that's normal.. But.. What is this feeling? Gosh jay! Your love with heeseung is 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗. I was talking with Niki, being the menace he was he threw water on me. I smiled and laughed "yah! Niki-ah!" I grabbed a bottle and chased after him around the stage. I eventually got him but some got on heeseung too "sorry hyung! Niki-ssi come here!" Then suddenly heeseung grabbed a bottle and chased after me and biki laughing, we were all laughing, the toehr memehrd saw what was happening and started throwing water at each other and the fans. "Ok ok! Stop stop!" I said tired of running, jay still splashed some water on me "YA! LEE HEESEUNG!" I said smiling. He picked me up from the back while I was talking with a fan. "Hyung!? Put me down! Ya!" Heeseung laughed as he twirled him around, we both laughed but I eventually got dizzy. When he out me down, I kinda leaned gaisnt him, my hands on his shoulders and my head leaning on his neck and shoulder. "Did I go too fast? I'm sorry"heeseung said, putting a hand around my waist. " no, it's fine, just dizzy. No need to be sorry" I eventually got up and smiled at him, I hated the fact I had to look up at him when I talk tho. "Shortie" heeseung said smirking. "Ya" the concert eventually ended. "Thank you to all the engenes that came today!! We hope u enjoyed today's show and performance!! Love u engenes!!" Jungwon said. The concert then ended. As we got back to the dorm, I started a live in my dorm room, we finally had solo dorm rooms. I was wearing one of heeseungs shirts cause why not? "Hello engenes, as u know we had a concert today and-" someone knocked on his dorm room "who is it?" I asked. "Heeseung" "you may enter hyung" heeseung came in with a black hoodie and a beanie "hey jay, u live right now?" Heeseung asked me. "Yeah, u wanna join?" Heeseung laid next to me. "Sure, why not?" Chat: WONNIESLOVER: oh my gaushhhhh, heejay is sailinggg??
Sunghoonswife:wowee, your guys interaction at the concert was.. Interestingg~
ENGEN4EVA: heeseung has been possessive with jay lately..

I saw the comments, I didn't say anything. "Jay, how easy the concert today?" I repeated a question asked by an engene in chat. "Ah, it was very fun, we practiced very hard for this so hi or u guys enjoyed it" then someone entered his room. "Can I join ur guys live?" Niki busted into the room scaring me. "Yes Niki. Sure. But don't burst in my room like tha-" Niki gutted me off "hello engeneeee" I side-eyed Niki. Me and heeseung scooted down for Niki too fit in.

𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

I saw how close Niki and jay was. I didn't have a problem with it but my heart and brain was feeling.. Jealous? I mean.. Jay is mine.. But.. It's 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗. I then sat up and pulled jay to my lap. Weve done this multiple times with toehr meebrd so it was normal I guess. The comments were going feral. Then jay whispered to me "what are you doing hyung? Were live-" I currently him off whispering back "weve done this multiple times with our members, it isn't normal for us?" I saw jay just sigh and just continued with the live and stuff.

𝐇𝐞𝐲, 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐈 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝟐, 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐢𝐬. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡, 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭! 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈'𝐦 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲.