forbidden idol love

comfort

𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

After our tour, I was exhausted so I layed down on my bed in my own room. I was scrolling through my schedule until I saw that jay was live, I went to go earth my baby's live, I saw him eating and talking, I smiled as he was just talking about random stuff.. Then I saw the comments about me and jay, but instead of concern comments they were hate comments. Seems like jay was reading them too, he was also getting fat shamed and I saw jay pushing his food away saying he was dull. He only took 3 bites. I was mad and pissed at the so called fans. More hate comments showed and I could see the years in jays eyes as he read the comments. He then excused himself and came back. I commented "jay-ah, are you ok?" Jay responded. Then the hate comments swarmed again, but the one that pissed me off was the one that said that jay should leave enhypen. I think jay saw that too cause he ended the live then and there. I decided to go to his room and I saw him in the bathroom, I leaned against the doorway as he spike bad about himself.. Then I spoke "your beautiful. Your absolutely perfect"

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕
I immediately turned around to see heeseung hyung in the doorway of the bathroom "h-heeseung hyung?" I immediately wiped my tears away. Heeseung then stepped closer to me as he held my wrist and the other holding my waist "baby, dont listen tot those comments.. Your perfect. Your so perfect baby. Dont say that about yourself ok baby?" I looked up at him, then I broke down in tears, he hugged me, holding my waist while his other than was patting the back of my head. "Shhhh, it's ok to cry baby' I was sobbing and crying.. I didn't like showing my weak side.. I didnt like looking weak. Eventually I calmed down and heeseung and me were now laying on my bed while watching a movie. He hugged m and I hugged him " you feeling better baby?" I heard heeseung hyung ask, I just nodded. Then eventually he kissed me on the forehead and I fell asleep.
When I woke up, I saw the members taking pictures and in awe "what are you guys doing?.." The members immediately put their phones away, I turned to look at who I was paying on and I see heeseung. I immediately jumped off the bed. I don't know why honestly, we have slept together before but I think its because of the way I ignored him or.. The hate comments. "Ya! Delete the photos now!" I said going up to the members, they immediately ran out the room and heeseung woke up. "Baby? Why are u screaming so early in the morning..?" He asked tiredly. "Sorry, I didn't meant to scream" heeseung smiled "it's fine baby don't worry" I gave a nod to him before turning back around "YA!! DELETE THE PHOTOS YOU RATS!!" Heeseung laughed as jay ran out the room chasing the members as they laughed and teased him.

𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝, 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨.. 𝐈𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧! 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠!!
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