forbidden idol love

finding out..

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

I ate some food, only cause Heeseung wanted me too, no matter how hard I tried to tell him no, he wouldn't let me so just ate some food. As we finished we went home, I was exhausted but we had practice due to our busy schedule. We never got to rest honestly, but we would survive. I got the flu not too long ago and I guess it was because we havent been taking rests. Anyways, while we practiced, I suddenly felt weak, I don't know why but I felt really weak. My members were tired, even sunoo started to cry because he was exhausted. And I haven't been eating lately, only heeseung hyung knows that. I then fell to the floor in pain "hyung!" Niki shouted, I felt like passing out.. "Baby.. " I heard heeseung say "I told you this would happen if u didn't eat.." I looked up at my members "why haven't you been eating hyung.?" Sunghoon asked. "I have.. Been.." They all didn't believe me. During night time, everyone was cooking while I was in my room. I was on live, yes, those fat shaming and hate comments were still there but that's fine, once they see my bones they'll leave me alone. As I was talking, heeseung then came in "hyung what is it?" I asked tired.. "Baby.." I have him a look as I saw the comments go crazy. The comments when more crazy when heeseung was now leaning towards me, our faces inches away. "H-hyung-!" He shushed me, he then leaned closer as I learned hack on the bed, he looked at me, my lips then my neck and then he kissed my neck.. Slowly and softly "h-hyung" I saw the comments going crazy and I immediately shut the live off. Great, I'm fucked. I now had my arms wrapped around heeseungs neck as he kissed my neck "hyung.. What do u want..?" I just heard heeseung mumble as he looked at me "come eat baby" I stared at him as I slowly stood up "I'm not hungry, hyung." Heeseung sighed, clearly annoyed "come here" I went over to him, he then pinned me agaidnt the wall "if you don't eat.." He whsiepred some words and jays eyes widened 'ok! Ok! I'll eat!" Heeseung smirked as I was shocked. We were out to eat dinner, as we ate I felt a hand on my thigh,rubbing their thumb I looked beside me to see heeseung staring and smiling at me "your so cute baby.." I scoffed "no I'm not" we finished eating I went into my room, and heeseung scared me "what is it hyung?" He smirked, he stowed closer as I stepped back "you know.. How I said that if u didn't eat I would.. Give u hickeys?" I nodded "yeah..?" Just then he pinned me against the wall "well.. That was a lie" he said as he slowly kissed my neck. "H-hyung!!"
  
        -time skip-

he next day, I was just scrolling on Twitter until I saw pictures of me and heeseung kissing!? How the fuck did that get there!? I read the comments, "I knew it! They always acted weird!"
"Eughhhhh what the heck??"
Oh goodness... Who tf did that?

I'm sorry y'all, I forgot about this- but I hope you enjoyed!!!