forbidden idol love

confront

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕
after that night, after heeseung kissed me.. I haven't been the same. I avoided him at all cost. We were filming an en O' clock episode today. When we were filming and stuff, I would avoid him, I did make eye contact with him 4 times but I avoided him. During filming and stuff he seemed sad or pissed about the fact I was avoiding him. But it was HIS fault for making me go crazy about last night. "ɢᴏsʜ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇᴇsᴇᴜɴɢ".
After filming we had to go and practice for another tour. We don't get breaks at all, but it's an idols life. While we were practicing our songs for tour, I was messing and laughing at the members and I looked at heeseung who glared STRAIGHT into my soul. Well shit, I have never seen him look at me like that and it got me wanting to just jump off this stage, run to the staff and call 911. Sunoo then came up to me " hyung.whats up with you and heeseung hyung? Did u guys-" "nothing happened sunoo" I cutted him off and he gave me his usual sassy side eye, "dont look at me like that sunoo" he rolled his eyes. Just as soon as I saw heeseung approaching us I imme6 pushed sunoo to heeseung FOR SOME REASONS, and I walked away to sunghoon. "YA! HYUNG!" I heard sunoo shout in shock, I just raised my hands as I walked away as saying sorry.

𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐖𝐎𝐍 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

while I was talking with a staff and practicing my parts, someone fell on top of me or should I say someone's if that even makes sense. "OH WHAT THE HECK!?" I shouted. "GET OFF GET OFF GET OFF O CAN'T BREATHE OH MY-" I complained. I heard sunoo scream and then they finally got off. "Sorry jungwon-" "now why the heck did both you and heeseung hyung fall on top of me." I said still catching my breath. "Well, I was asking jay hyung why him and heeseung hyung were acting weird and he said nothing and then I think when heeseung was walking up to us he PUSHED me ON heeseung and we landed on top of you" sunoo ex ppl lained meanwhile giving jay a side eye from afar. "I noticed that too. Why are u guys so weird and distant?" I asked hyung. "We got into an argument last night.. Thats all" sunoo rolled his eyes "thats all? And he pushed me just for that? I'm going crazy." I liked at heeseung hyung who seemed to always he looking at jay, not with his usual flirty ass self, but more jealous and possesive. Never seen that side of him before.

𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

I glared at jay who was with sunghoon and jake, the way he laughed at them and they way he was avoiding me pissed. Me. Off. Over a kiss? Really? I just kept looking at him, or glaring technically but yeah. "This man drives me crazy.." I spoke to myself, gut I guess sunoo heard. "I know, he drives me crazy too" I looked at him and smiled a bit. "So he's avoiding u cause of an argument? Thats insane, but I guess hes jay hyung" sunoo said sassily.

𝐉𝐀𝐘 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕

we were getting ready for our tour, the make up artists were doing all of our make ups, while we were also filming for an EN-TER key episode. While the camera was with jake and sunghoon. Heeseung approached me, I didn't notice cause the make up artist was doing my make up "jay. I need to talk to you" I immediately froze. "N-noona are u almost done?" I asked the artist. "Yeha.im-" I then ran away from there. 20 minutes until tour and I have to deal with him? Heck no. As I ran, aka walked away, heeseung pulled my wrists. "Jay, please talk to me. I'm getting so frickin mad about you avoiding me and stuff! Its so annoying! Talk to me jay!" Heeseung hyung said holding both my hands and raised his voice a bit. "I-i-i uh- l-leave me alone!" I said pushing his hands off. "I don't want to deal with you 20 minutes before tour hyung!" Heeseung seemed mad but kept calm "then talk to me jay! What did I do that made u avoid me!? Is it because of that kis-" I IMMEDIATELY covered his mouth whiek hitting him "shut up! Pabo-yah!(dummy)" heeseung finally realised and chuckled "ahhhh, so u were so flustered you avoi-" I slapped his arm. "Yes! Now shut up!" Then the staff said it was time to start the tour.

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