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28.

~NY~
two days later.

it's been one whole month. this apartment search is kinda hard, and with andrea starting school, things have been heavy. my baby is a senior! i'm making sure she has everything she could ever think of.

i've got her a whole lot of shoes and clothes, even though they have to wear uniform. she's still a cutie. she let beyoncé help her pick a lot of stuff out yesterday. all i did was pay.

they barely even let me put much input cause i was denying so much. andrea is such a girly girl. she wanted extra shit. there was a uniform shirt but in a crop top form and i immediately said hell no. then some leather black pants....???? why??? are those not dress coded?

but whatever. it was fun and we spent the whole day together until we had to leave. i'm so sick of this monitor. wearing big clothes helps me forget about it a little bit. that fucker heavy though.

i'm just happy that i can be out and about with my family. they contribute to a lot of my sanity. lord knows i would be going crazy without them. i'm glad beyoncé helped me to this point.

"onika we're gonna be late!"

i huffed grabbing my phone off the dresser. we're taking dre to school this morning for the first day. i'm already knowing that i'm gonna cry.

all the first days of school that i've missed....its coming up as frustation. i reaaalllyyy wanna scream. but i'm not. i'm gonna go about this day as a proud mother, and let my baby enjoy her day.

it's fair.

"onika-"

"i'm comin." i was walking towards the door when beyoncé came in. she smiled pecking my cheek as we headed downstairs. why i had to dress up for this, i don't know.

andrea was already at the car, waiting on us. she smiled when she saw us, coming towards me. my baby looked so pretty! i couldn't help but to snap pictures of her.

"i can't believe you're a senior." i poked my lip out, about to cry. she looks so grown and cute, it's eating me alive!!!

"i want you to meet my boyfriend momma."

"oh...kayyy.. um. when?"

"when we get to the school. he's really sweet mommy, you'll love him."

i chuckled small, glancing at beyoncé. she's still like my little girl, i don't wanna met no little ass boy that she's liking on. but...i'm a supportive parent and i'm not gonna judge.

"ok...well let's go before you're late." i opened the back door for her, kissing her cheek before getting inside next. beyoncé seemed so excited, she couldn't stop smiling. "you're such a chaperone."

"y'all are gonna stop calling me that." her smile dropped immediately making me chuckle. she just be happy to be around and i love it.

"it's okay. we love our chaperon." i leaned closer before pecking her lips. she blushed so hard her cheeks turned red, glancing back at drea. such a little kid. "don't crash us cause you can't control yourself."

"i won't." she whispered cranking up before pulling out. i was looking through the pictures i took of drea so i could send them to momma and kenneth.