Queen of a Kingpin

What Could Have Been

-3 months later -

Keisha

"Baby come on don't leave "Drew pulled my arm. "No you said you would get fuckin help and you just smacked the shit outta me ""I will get help forreal I promise ""You promised in the hospital too ""And I'm serious this time just don't leave me I'm sorry for slappin you "he kissed where he slapped me. I just broke down. "Why did you start drinking like this. "I pushed him to the wall.He picked me up and carried me upstairs bridal style as I cried on him. He laid me on the bed and started kissing on me. I tried pushing him but he held my arms above my head. He looked at me. "I'm sorry baby I am ""I hate that I love you Drew, why can't you stop its tearing us apart. You hit me for the first time since Tahari messed with your meds.. I can't trust you no more, you make me feel like im nothing tellin me im hoe and that the boys arent yours "" Friday morning I'll go to the rehab center ight I'll get the help just no matter what you'll stay with me right ""we are married and I love you but if it comes to too much I'm leaving Drew I swear I am and you won't hear from me again "he kissed me passionately like he was his self for the first time.Things were getting heated until his phone rung. He pulled away and grabbed it. He stepped into the bathroom. When does he ever have to leave the room to talk on the phone. I put my ear to the door. But I heard him cursing the person out.The door opened and he glared at me. "Why the fuck you listenin to shit "he glared at me. "When did you ever have to leave the room to talk on the phone ""I'm sorry I'm really am ""Whats goin on ""I have a daughter I been takin care of for a year now. I pay her mama 16k just so she won't tell you.. Im drinking cause its hard livin a damn lie and shit man " it all hit me at once. "What ""I have a daughter named Briana and Brenda remember her..is the mother. She made 5 months today and that was Brenda tellin me that I needed to be there for the lil party they having for her. "I just hated him at this point. "I hate you, you know that, I really am done wit you and this bullshit. Get yo shit and get the fuck out " he tried talkin to me. "Don't fuckin talk to me ever "I pushed him out of the front door and slammed it shut.

-3 weeks later -

"Quee can you get me some food pleeaasee ""ight ma what you want ""a big ass steak with mash potatoes ""nigga I cant cook I'll bring you a plate back from my mama kay ""thanksss " he kissed my cheek and left. Quees been helpin me take care of the boys and king. Tanya took Demari back soon yeaah. I guess ima go shoppin for me and them. I put on my denim washed jeans and a black sports bra and my black and white button down jersey opened so I can show my belly ring and my Y3's . I flat ironed my hair and it was amost to my ass I aint trippin tho still look like a bad bitch. I put on nude lipstick and sprayed some Chanel No.5 on me and changed my phone case to the panda one I had. I couldn't decide what jewelry to where because I wanted to wear sonething that Drew didn't get me. I found one of my mom's necklaces and put it on. I missed her too..I grabbed my louibitton sash like purse,phone, and keys. I pulled up to the mall. It was hella packed. I saw paparazzi so a celeb was here wonder who. I walked in to see it was Quees, this nigga was posed to be at his mamas. "Queess!!! " I yelled and he looked over to me. He smiled and walked over to me. "Hay ke baby ""wassgud quee baby " the paparazzi were askin me questions. "Are you his girlfriend ? How did yall meet? Whats your name? "Quees wanna be a dumb ass. "Yes this is my girlfriend, we met a while ago like 3 years, her name is Keisha " I stood there with my mouth opened. Quees pulled me cause I couldn't even walk straight. Gon have people think I'm his girl and shit. What the hell ima do when they see me by myself. I smiled crepted across my face. "Fuck you smiling for ""cause we finna give them what they want so they can get the fuck " I pulled his face to mine and kissed him. He placed his hands on my waist. Cameras Were snapping away. We walked off as Quees security took care of the paparazzi. "Is it always like that? ""sometimes if I don't wear a disguise " I laughed. "Why arent you at ya mamas "
"She ain't cook yet so ima not there duhh " I laughed "I wanna meet your mom ""ight after we leave here we'll go " he grabbed my hand. "What store we goin to ""um im goin to Claires you can go where ever ""ight im goin to Jimmy's and some other places. I'll call you up. ""Kay " he kissed me again. I blushed and he walked off. I turned around not realizing I bumped somebody. "Oh shit im so sorry " I looked up at him and turned around. "Drew? ""Wassup Ke " funny thing is we aren't divorced yet. "Good thing I ran into you because we need to discuss the divorce. "He was holding a lil girl so I'm guessing his daughter. "Baby go by mommy for a minute "she ran off somewhere and me and Drew sat at a nearby table. "Look ion wanna divorce you cause I still love you and wanna be with you. ""Drew I have a boyfriend we need to get a divorce ""Who the fuck you got around my kids ""oh you mean the kids you haven't been there for, for 3 months""I been there ""twice thats it you were never there for them like you are for that lil girl ""Well thats who im with now ""if we with other people why can't we get a damn divorce then ""cause ion want one ""Well I do ""you really do ""yes you think im really taking you back after you had another child by a person I thought was my friend and it for a whole year you dumb as a bitch " I got up and he pulled my arm. "If you want to I'll sign them just call me up " I nodded and walked off. I felt him staring. I say quees and he and I ran to eachother.I jumped on him. "Damn "he stumbled but still caught me. "You done? ""Nope I didn't even go to Claire's ""Why not. "I looked back at Drew watching us. "I was talkin to Drew and we are getting a divorce ""great then I can get my baby "he pecked my lips. "Who said we were together ""Well what we got goin on ima still have you either way. ""So we are like bestfriends with benefits ""somethin like that"he put me down holding my butt."yeeaaa this bestfriends thing aint gonna work cause ima fuck up my bestfriends legs tonight "I laughed "shut up and lets gooo " we shopped and talked more. Once we were done and were home. We plopped on couch with him on me. "Get offffff "" no I like it right hereeeee ""nigga I would fart on you move ""you ain't gotta tell me twice yo shit stankk fartin all in yo sleep ""I do not ""shiiddddddd I had to check yo draws for you " I laughed his phone rang. "Thats my mama. ""Hello " "ima be there in a lil and I got somebody I want you to meet ""no it's not her that was over a fuckin year ago ""sorry for cursin danngg ill be there "he hung up. "You a mama's booyyy ""fuck you ""nope ill pass " he pushed me. "Go get dressed "I got up as he went in his bag and grabbed his oufit. He followed me into the bathroom. It had two showers so I didnt mind. I stepped in mine and pulled the curtain to seperate us. We showered and got dressed. Quee waited for me to come downstairs. I wore A blue skater dress and my timbs. My hair was in a neat bun. "Just wait til we get back. " he whispered in my ear. I laughed. We drove to his moms and he pulled into the drive way. We got out and he and I went inside. "Maa ""What boy im here " We walked in to what I'm guessing is the kitchen. "Whose this. ""Ma this is my girl Keisha " her face lit up. "Ooohhh I've heard so much about you " she hugged me. "Good things I hope " I pushed quee. "Rodriguez go help set the table ""really ma you didn't have to say my damn name "she hit his head. I laughed. Me and her were alone and I was nervous. "Baby relax im mama Rose ""im Keisha as you already know ""yeaa so are yall really together ""yes we are and I love him its just complicated""don't hurt my baby now ""oh I won't I love quees " quees walked in smiling."somebody loves quee daddy "he kissed me. "Yall its time to eat quees go tell mir to come eat " I heard him yell. "MIR MAMA SAID FOR YO TUNAFISHA SMELLIN ASS TO COME EAT " I laughed and some girl came in the dining room. She looked at me. "Jacquees this you? ""Yep ""girrl I don't know what you see in that ugly ass monkey " I laughed as Chris, Jeremiah,and Tyga walked in. "Ooohhh Ms.Jacquees. finally here ""shut up Chris "I stood up to hug them. We all sat down as Mama Rose said grace. Quees hand his hand on my thigh. I blushed. "Ooohh mama Rose they bein nasty " I glared at Tyga. "No we weren't " I laughed. Everybody ate and talked. It was time to go. "Thanks Mama Rose I enjoyed the dinner ""No problem baby anytime " we hugged and Jacquees and
I left. We got back to the house. "Im goin shower ""me too " he licked his lips
at me...........

Drew

"Dada ""hey princess " I played with Briana til she went to sleep. I put her in my bed. Since me and Keisha broke up I got my own place. When I seen her today man she was fine as fuck. I lost what I had with her. If could turn back time I would change and never do the things I did. All I think about is what could have been man. I just wish she would let me talk it out but she wants a divorce. I didnt appreciate when she was mine and its fucked up that I see her happy with that nigga. "Daaa ""whats wrong princess ""eat eat "" you hungry " she nodded at me and I fed her the rest of her food she didnt eat...... shouldve been me and Me daughter..... I rocked brie back to sleep soon goin to sleep with her....