Queen of a Kingpin

No Bullshit

- 5 months later-

"Mommy loves you...mommy loves you" I played with king holding him in the air."Shut ya ass up I'm tryna watch the game he know you love him""Go in the other damn room and watch it" I continued playin with King."Why yo ass don't listen""cause you aint my damn daddy and you dont run me""bitch""say that shit louder" he jus sat there. I got up and walked pass him.He smacked my ass."don't touch me"."and if I do"he got up grabbing my waist."go watch your stupid ass game""nahh I'll watch it latah we need to talk anyway""about""us... Ke we driftin apart man""Whose fault is that..you think I wanna sleep with a damn cheater""yeah I cheated in the past but im not now I'm tryna keep my damn relationship I plan marrying yo ass again.""Well I don't wanna marry you""Why not" he said as I rocked King to sleep and layed him in his crib."because I just dont feel the way I felt about you back then""how you feel now""I feel like im one of the girls you see out there doin anything for damn money to you..I can't trust you anymore...we don't even have sex cause you never in the mood when I am so why marry you and you treat me like im jus a quick nut when you want it""Ke you far from them hoes.. I know you cant trust me shit ion trust me my damn self...I mean I been havin shit on my mind alot and sex not one""Well im here for you to talk to me""ion wanna talk cause if I do ima hurt the fuck outta you and ion wanna do that""If I can handle this then I can handle what you have to say""well sit down for this shit but before I do tell you everything promise to not be mad or wont leave""I promise" I sat down."well lets start off wit tanya I love her cause she the mother of one of my kids and we been talkin way more than we should and I will admit im feelin her again" I jus nodded even though I wanted to stab the fuck outta him with all the knives I could find "Then you know Ashlen .Drew mama she been comin to me tellin me lil Drew been in that drug shit so I been handlin that shit and then here we have you the woman who I love with everything in me from and hell and back ..I been hurtin you like hell. You done had all my kids basically and I want you with me forever but I keep goin back to Tanya ass Just to fuck nun serious but I have you and i jus ion know" I nodded once more.My eyes were glossy as fuck. I slapped the shit outta him."hold up you promised""fuck what I promised Drew you tellin me this shit and think I wont get angry""baby im sorry" he held my arms and pulled me to him."im too damn old for this Drew""I know me too baby im done wit it all""No im done wit you""Nahh you aint goin no where even if I gotta tie yo ass up you aint goin no where""Why wont you just let me go Drew""Cause I love you man you the first girl I even loved I was cold as fuck before we met.I used to fuck a different bitch every night with zero intentions of gettin with somebody it was just bitches and money but you come along and I open up to you and I started to feel what love was with you and I don't want you to leave me alone ion want that shit""Drew you caused it, you know how I was with Jay he kicked my ass everyday and everynight.He raped me and I always had to suffer cause I loved him but then you come along and show me different you showed me better and i fell for it. Had your damn kids hell we jus had our first son and you wasn't even there because you was dickin down some bitch""Im sorry im sorry okay im sorry I am I love you and I want you""show me ..show me you want me you don't even do that da-" he crashed his lips on to mines.The body heat from us and all our anger was put into that kiss.He layed me on the sofa and looked at me.His face was red and veins were poppin out on his neck. He bit down on my collar bone.I winced.He took off his shirt and I wrapped my legs around him.He ripped my yoga pants."those were my favorite ones" I slapped him. He grunted And glared at me. I was cheesed out on the inside. He took off his boxers and gym shorts. I hardly wear underwear unless im on the P so. He entered me roughly and my back arched.Been a while had to adjust to him."D-Drew ""Sssh" he was goin to fast."D-Drew s-stop"" I said hush you gon wake him up"" I don't care slow down shit""shut ya ass up and take this shit girl" he started goin fast again."shitt " he kissed me here and there to muffle my moans."all fours" I turned over and got on my knees and held myself up on my elbows."aahhh fuckk Drew harder" he handed me a pillow"You love me"I nodded as me stared at eachother as I bounced up and down on him.He held my waist as my hands were placed firmly on his chest. I started to rise up due to an oncoming climax.He slammed me back down on him."ahh fuck " I felt him get hard in me.He held me and thrusted slowly.I felt his warm liquid in me. We were breathing hard.I grabbed the blanket and pulled it over us."No more Bullshit""No more" I kissed him."Ima hold you down no matter what okay""Same goes for you" I nodded and layed on his chest as he wrapped his arms around me kissing my forehead."You still don't wanna marry me"I looked up at him"promise me that things will change for us in the future""Baby I promise""Then I'll marry you" we kissed and yall know what we did ...again....