Dearra POV
Waking up was the worst thing for me. Having Wugga around me was hell. I'm Dearra and Wugga-Zahj is my boyfriend I've been dating for over six months now. He was my everything (was) until that nigga showed me he was just a mistake. I know what you're thinking "why won't you leave him?" Well I love him OK and that's my answer. I'm 16 and Zahj is 17. Well anyways I woke up and did my hygiene's and walked down stairs were I saw Zahj laying back on the couch.
Me- Come on Wugga we got to go
Zahj- Bitch I'll get up when I'm ready
Me- Fine I'll walk to school then
Zahj- Don't get smart *I walked out*
Nobody trying to put up with his bull today..... He doesn't even care that he hurts me when he acts like that. Well I walked in school and automatically my best friend Jenn walked up to me and asked me questions.
Jenn- Why did you walk here by yourself? Zahj let you?
Me- He acting like an ass, so I left
Jenn- On some real shit why does it faze you any more he acts like that every day
Me- Not everyday
Me and Jenn walked into our first class. When the bell rang I left out the class and was pushed into an empty hallway.
Zahj- Next time wait for me
Me- I told you to come on
Zahj- *Smacks Me* did I ask you all that?
Me- *holding my face* no
Zahj- *Looks at me* ugh baby I'm sorry *looking down at his feet*
Me- It's OK
Wow Zahj has never told me he was sorry for hitting me. He always just hits me more or laughs. But by him saying sorry I forgave him because it amazed me. Finally when school was over me and Zahj say in the car it was quiet.
Zahj- Look baby I don't be meaning to hit you I'm just in a bad spot ever since Keen (His Big Brother) died I'm sorry for taking my anger out on you, I love you.
Me- Why didn't you tell me all this before instead of hurting me for nothing making me think it was me doing something wrong.
Zahj- Baby I understand that, but I promise I'm done with the violence and bad tension between us.
Me- I believe you Wugga
Zahj- I love you baby
Me- I love you too
Do you think Zahj is really sorry?
Do you think Dearra is making a mistake by forgiving him?
Do you think Zahj will continue to hit Dearra?
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