What Love Really Was

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Zahj POV :

Dearra thinks I'm dumb for some reason she thinks I don't know she is seeing someone else, it isn't that I'm mad or anything it's just the principle of it. She can't yell at my girlfriend for doing things around our son if she not letting new know who's around him so i can set the same rules down for that nigga she messing with. Dearra just wants to be mad at my girlfriend, yes my girl was wrong for doing what she did and I'm pissed about it but Dearra had at her multiple times for little things. One time she was mad about Tilly dressing king up a certain way. She's definitely crazy because she spit on Tilly and her to never dress king up like that again to instead dress her own self like that. She referred to king as country by the way Tilly dressed him and mind you king was only getting dropped off to Dearra. Anyways Dearra finally pulled up to lala house and I hopped out, she was blowing my shit anyways. I picked king up and put him on my lap. He was my child for sure because he look just like me, they say when a girl is pregnant and the baby father it's seeing them out that the baby comes out like the father.

Dearra- change his diaper faggot *throws the pampers and wipes at me*

Me- watch what the fuck you call me

Dearra- or what? You gonna call Tilly? Please do it so i can show you who the fuck i am.

Me- now you tough,huh?

Dearra- you just saying that cus I wasn't tough when your ugly ass was hitting me but believe me i was tough enough to get through it so yes I'm tough I'll spit on you. Wanna test me?

Lala - give me him I'll change his diaper bro *grabs the stuff and king*

Me- Dearra stop fucking trying it in front of king you always up my ass about what Tilly does around him but can't even manage your fucking self around him.

Dearra - maybe if you would've never started i would be good.

Me- start what? The truth!? Your fucking with a nigga stop lying that shit isn't a secret Dee.

Dearra- it isn't a secret because I don't fuck with anyone you want me to be like you so bad, not everyone moves fast.

Me- whatever suck my dick.

Dearra- not my job so go call Tilly to discuss that.

Me- yeah you'd love that

Dearra- you wish, probably still missing my head bitch.

Me- yeah ok

Dearra POV:

Something is really wrong with this dumb ass boy. Anyways I left king with Lala and Zahj so I can go on a date. Yes I've been texting another man but seeing him, no. His name is Jerell, I didn't tell Zahj about my date because i don't want him to mess my mood up. I'll let him know about Jerell when i want to, when I can even trust Jerell. We've been texting since he gave me his number at my job, he was so nice to me @ first i didn't text him when the number was given to me. As two days went by he sent me flower arrangements, my co workers were so geeked over it. It made me smile so hard, after that i just decided to text him it would be messed up if i didn't after taking the flowers home with me 😂. Anyways we've been texting for 2 weeks now and yeah we've been on the phone a couple of times, but i don't really like being on the phone with anyone I'd rather text. So he asked me could he take me out on a date to a nice restaurant and obviously by the looks of it i said yes.

At the restaurant

The restaurant we went to is called "Marcel" it is the most beautiful restaurant I've ever stepped foot in. The person who's asked me on this date name is Kaijon, I met him at my job he was looking for something to buy his mother, when he asked for my help I turned around and said ....

****Flash Back*****

Me: May I help you with something?

Kaijon: Yeah I'm trying to look for a foot massager for my mother, I see it's three options here I just wanted to know which one is the best one?

Me: Well the best one would be the most expensive one *laughs* no one makes the best one for only $20, the $70 massager would be the best option.

Kaijon: Nah thats facts *laughs* next time I grab something ima think about you.

Me: You gon think about what I said? 

Kaijon: Nah Ima think about YOU, I can't help but flirt; you gorgeous.

Me: *blushes* You don't look bad ya self.

Kaijon: Here *hands me a business card* at the bottom is my number, Hit me up, I'll take you out somewhere nice to get to know you better.

Me: Okay *smiles* 

****Fast Forward****

I ordered some seafood fries and some wings, Kaijon ordered some steak and mashed potatoes. He also ordered a whole bottle of red wine. We sat and talked for about 2 hours, I didn't even notice the time passing us by; it was the wine first off, but secondly it was the energy, it felt good to have great energy around me & in some ways we were very alike. He had a long term relationship with someone he truly loved that did not love him (which we all know thats how my story goes as well). He is fixing a relationship with his mom from years of feud with her, even though my fixing didn't work with my mom I'm so happy to hear that his fixing is actually being fixed. He has no children, but loves children and wants to have 4 children, which to me is a plus because I would love to build my own family being as tho I do not have family and being as tho I want to show king real love with a family I build, not one that I was trying to fix.

Me: I have a son, his name is king and he is only 7 months old.

Kaijon: Word? I love kids, but if you don't mind me asking, why did you leave the father then.

Me: I left him because my son made me, without my son I was lost, I was unloved; I took the bare minimum and accepted it as the best treatment I could ever receive. But since I had my son he's made me realize that the way I was being treated was not how I wanted King to treat anyone. Plus my son really truly showed me what real true genuine love feels like.

Kaijon: That's deep, well whether you have a son or not I'm still interested. I just got a plus one to try and get to like me now.

Me: *smiles* What makes you think he's the only one you have to try to get to like you?

Kaijon: *chuckles* I was hoping you'd already like me by now, especially because we finished the bottle of wine together  *calls waiter & asks for another bottle of wine*

Me: The wine has me liking you, but idk maybe thats just the wine talking *laughs*

Kaijon: *laughs*

Kaijon made me feel special, Wugga never took me on any dates. When me & wugga did go out to a party or something we never talked this much at the table, I guess its because the amount of time we were together and how early in the relationship it took to become bad. We didn't have enough time to actually be a couple, we were just living with each other. So talking to each other about anything good was never a thing, it was always fights and crying. Anyways, I'm glad I did decide to move on because I have the chance to experience a healthy relationship with boundaries and am able to take it slow. I get to do it different this time at my own paste with my own rules so I wont be making the same mistake again.

Do You think Wugga will find out about Kaijon?

Do you think Dearra will tell Wugga that she is seeing Kaijon?

Will Kaijon hit on Dearra the way he did with Araya? 

Where do you think Araya is?