What Love Really Was

Welp...

Zahj POV

My Best friend Dearra? My Best Friend....I'm sitting here apologizing to someone I love who is cheating on me with my best friend? Out of all people you choose to make me mad with my best friend.....You know what, Get Out!

Dearra- What?

Me- Get The Fuck Out!

Dearra- Where am I going to go?

Me- To Johnn's House Idgaf where you go..just get out, and give me the ring back & take your pregnant ass to your baby fathers house.

Dearra- Zahj I Love YOU 

Me- GET THE FCUK OUT DEARRA!!

-Dearra Cry's While Leaving- 

I don't know why I'm so mad at something Dearra's mother told me, But I mean shit gets to you even if you hear it from the person you hate the most. You don't wanna believe it, but something deep down in your soul say's "Get Angry!" So you just spazz out. Now That's what I call a blank moment. I called Dearra to hear what she had to say because what if Dearra is really pregnant with my child? I'm not gonna leave her for what she did when I know I've done worse. This feeling I got about her cheating might not even be as close as she felt when I hurt her in the beginning. 

-Dearra Sit's On The Couch-   

Zahj- Look I'm not even going to make a whole big deal out of it, ima just cut to the chase. Did you or did you not cheat on me with John?

Dearra- Yes....

Zahj- Was this before or after I cheated on you?

Dearra- Both...

Zahj- Both?

Dearra- Zahj I'm not gonna kiss your ass & try to make everything better when I know deep down in my heart you hurt me when I got with you...I LOVED Your dumb ASS! You never gave Two Fucks about whether I was hungry, sick, alone, or mad. You treated me like shit, Now was cheating on you with your best friend the best choice for me?....YES Because he filled in the spots you didn't & whether you believe it or not I did it to stay with you. He made me happy and That's how I wanted to be with you, but I loved you so much that I kept running back. THANK Your Best Friend Because He Saved OUR Relationship. & I know what your wondering...is this baby yours.....No it's not, but at least you know...I respect that your mad now you know how I felt through our whole relationship, but the difference is my feelings were 1,000 times stronger. NOW I will take my shit & I'll be living with Lala from now on..I don't need you Zahj & I Never will. 

-Dearra Leaves- 

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I'm sorry I haven't been updating, but you know school got me tight mannnn...but enjoy this short chapter cus more are to come I promise.

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