Pretend Suicide

Musical lies and a hint of threats

He makes music. 

Bro made a song with me in it. Basically him saying how I friendzoned him cause I don't like him. I immediately blocked him. That was the last straw. I couldn't let him do this to me. He sent me the song on Facebook messenger which is how we used to talk when we used to be friends. I listened to the song but for some reason it didn't sound right.

I couldn't even understand what was being said. He sounded weird like slurred up. Like if he had something wrong with his mouth or throat. It was hard to explain. It's one of those listen to it to see what I mean.

He told me to listen to it to see what I think and I thought the best was cool but I couldn't understand it. That was, till he started to explain it.

It was basically him being upset that I "led him on" and then hit him with me friendzoning him and being a brother.

I didn't lead shit!!

I ended up telling him off and how he was an asshole for making a song. I doubt he would ever delete it but I ended up blocking him. 

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Graduation. 

Getting a diploma was something I seriously doubt I was gonna get. But I got it anyways. Since this is 2020, quarantine hit of course. It decided to hit a bit after my prom. Which sucked ass cause now my graduation ceremony was taken away from me.

And not only that, but we ended up late to the ceremony. So it wasn't special like I hoped. But at this point at least I got my diploma. I guess. Anyways, me and my sisters husband both graduated the same year. I remember driving past so I can get the diploma.

As I drove past, I saw Xeo. But thankfully after grabbing the book, I didn't deal with him. I just went to say hi to Vanessa. She's fun, so why not right?

We ended up signing our yearbooks and left 

I felt it would be nice if I congratulated Xeo. Normally, people would think, "fuck that ass hat don't bother." But I'm not normal people. I unblocked him so I could be nice and congratulate him.

Before I did that, I wanted to make the messenger theme pride. Not just cause it was June. I wanted to because during the update, it looked cool to me. I liked it a lot. Xeo obviously didn't like it. He told me to "get this crap off" and changed it to a berry theme.

I told him he didn't need to be rude about it. "Well then what do you want me to say?" He asked. "You could have said it nicer?? Or just change it and I would've understood." I spoke back. I said whatever anyways congrats for graduating.

He thanked me, but then asked me if I wanted to stay friends with Gozi. I didn't wanna be rude and say no, but I didn't wanna say yes. I replied to the message as "I don't know." But I guess that wasn't enough.

A few minutes later, Gozi had gotten my messenger and started blowing me up.

He was telling me stuff like "fuck you and your gay ass friends!!" And "karma's a bitch if I ever see you I'm finna beat you up so bad" at that point you're just telling me you'll kill me. You're only not saying it cause why would you? But knowing you, you would. I told him he's so childish and shit like this isn't gonna make me be your friend.

I blocked him, and he made a new account which was called "fired up" in caps. Sent me the same shit, and I replied with how stupid he is and how it won't get us to be friends and blocked him. I ended up telling my mom the message, she only told me to block him which I already did.

She also kept saying how he's crazy and a dumbass which was true. 

That left me paranoid for a while. Cause Xeo knew where I lived.

He's been at my house before and we hung out at the house. For all I know, he could've given Gozi my address anytime he wanted to. I was paranoid for a while thinking he would see me and fight me.

Which yes he actually probably would have. He wasn't the type to say shit. If I didn't win..

FUCK YOU!