BELLADONNA

Chp30: belladonna

I left another blueberry muffin, this time paired with a delicate hydrangea, in Antheia's new room at Wooyoung's house. The note accompanying these gifts read:

"I am very near, my dear. Please don’t be frightened. I will never harm you. I am on your side and I always want the very best for you. You can count on me."

Antheia, the name itself carries weight and significance. Our relationship is more intricate than it might initially appear. The hint lies in the flowers I left her today—the hydrangea. This choice is not arbitrary; it’s a crucial detail that reveals more about our connection than meets the eye.

The presence of this flower in the gifts I’ve left her speaks volumes about the nature of our relationship.

One might be surprised by the depth of what they uncover when they look closer at these symbols. The flowers hint at a deeper, more significant bond, one rooted in care and a desire to nurture our connection. They represent more than just a gesture—they signify a crucial and meaningful part of our shared story.

The last time I encountered Antheia in her room, I was struck by her vigilance and defiance. There was something profoundly admirable about her unyielding spirit. She wasn’t just a passive participant in our interaction; she stood her ground with a quiet but palpable intensity. Her eyes were sharp, her posture alert—she wasn’t about to back down, surrender, or simply follow orders without question. It was clear that she’s not one to be easily subdued or manipulated.

I find this quality in her to be incredibly valuable. It’s a testament to her strength and self-respect. In a world where conformity and obedience are often expected, her refusal to fit into those molds is both refreshing and inspiring. She embodies a spirit of resilience and independence that I believe should be a standard for all women. There’s a powerful dignity in knowing when and how to assert oneself, and Antheia exemplifies this perfectly.

It’s essential for everyone to understand how to engage with a woman like her. Respecting her autonomy and strength means recognizing that she is not a subordinate to be controlled but a person with her own agency and voice. The dynamics of interaction should be based on mutual respect rather than dominance.

Dominance, with its forceful insistence on control and submission, is something I find abhorrent. It boils my blood every single time I encounter it. It goes against the very principles of equality and respect that I hold dear. The idea that anyone would seek to impose their will on another, particularly in a manner that seeks to diminish their dignity, is deeply troubling. It’s a stark contrast to the healthy, respectful relationships that should define our interactions.

For me, the notion of dominance is a direct affront to the values of mutual respect and individual autonomy. I value interactions where power is not exerted to subjugate but to uplift, where people are seen and treated as equals. Antheia’s fiery spirit and unwavering resolve are a perfect embodiment of this ideal, and it’s why I hold her and her approach in such high regard.

I can never approach Antheia in the same way I might with others. With her, it’s different; she deserves genuine love, care, and attention, not the chaotic or hurtful dynamics that might be present in other interactions. She is far too dear to me to subject her to any form of pain or manipulation. Her well-being and happiness are paramount.

I want her to be happy, to feel loved, and to be her true self without the shadow of judgment hanging over her. She deserves a space where she can express herself freely and authentically, without fear of criticism or rejection. Seeing her happy is a profound joy. When her face lights up with genuine happiness, it’s a sight of pure beauty—a beauty that transcends mere appearances and touches the essence of who she is.

Her happiness, her smile, the way her eyes sparkle when she feels at ease—these are the things that truly matter to me. They are a testament to her inner strength and resilience, and they remind me of why she deserves only the best. I want to be a source of positive influence in her life, ensuring that she feels valued and cherished, rather than subjected to any form of distress.

I’m genuinely happy to see that Antheia is receiving the love and care she deserves in Wooyoung’s house. It’s clear that she has found a family that truly values and supports her, providing the warmth and acceptance that she’s always deserved. Wooyoung’s home seems to be a place where she can thrive, surrounded by people who appreciate her for who she is.

She always deserved a nurturing environment like this, where she can experience the kind of genuine care and affection that might have been lacking elsewhere. Seeing her in such a positive and supportive setting reassures me that she is in good hands, and it warms my heart to know she is finally receiving the family and stability that aligns with her true worth.

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My apologies for a long break and not posting the chapters. I was going through something in my life. But don't worry I'll be posting the chapters every Satutday again. Thankyou for your patience and love as always. Love y'all <3