Your Selection

Chapter Five

You didn't want to kick anyone out so early into the competition but you struggled dealing with that one session. It would be impossible to deal with all of them all at once. You return to the dinning room. As soon as you enter most of the boys turn and smile at you, you don't smile back. Several of these smiling men would be forced to go home, tonight, without any chance at winning my heart at all.

They notice that you didn't smile back and start whispering. You take your place at the front of the table and say that you enjoyed talking to all of you and hope to get to know most of you in the future and you ask to see Viktor, Isaac, Dimitri, Aspen, Christian, Uriah, Quientin, Miles and Will (Divergent) after. The others leave the room and only they remain.

"Um I am very sorry but I don't think we would make a good match and I would like you to please leave the palace. It's not you, it's just that I have to get to know so many off you and I don't think that I can cope with all of you at once. But please note that I really enjoyed meeting every single one of you and I know you will find yourself someone who loves you very much, but I am just not that person, sorry."

You felt so bad, you would hate to be in their situation. You are treating them like meat. You have had a taste of them all and then the ones you don't like you just spit out. You try to believe that you have to do it but you know that that is just your defense mechanisms kicking in.

"So what just like that we are all gone." Christian says.

"I'm sorry." You say starting to tear up. You can see the heartache in several of their eyes. How can you do this, this is tearing you apart. You don't even know these people, what is gonna happen when you have to get rid of people who you know better. The Selection is going to be torture.
Several of the men are turning around, grabbing their things and starting to head out without another word but Miles and Quientin come up to you and apologize that they weren't a good fit for you and wish you luck being the future queen. They apologised to you! They shouldn't be apologizing to you, you are the one who is kicking them out! You start to cry harder now.

"I'm sorry." You say as the last of them walk out of the doors.

You didn't want anyone to see you acting this way so you ran, you ran to the one place that no one went, no guards, no maids, no one, the library. When you got there your tears immediately slowed down at the smell of the book. You loved reading, it was the one thing that was private in your life. That no one could take away. You pick up a book, All The Bright Places by Jennifer Niven, this seems like a book that you may enjoy.

Only seconds into your reading someone walks in

It is Levi, read chapter eighth
Or
It is Will, read chapter nine

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Hey! I hope you are enjoying my fan fiction so far vote and comment if you are. Did one of your favorites get kicked? Tell me and I will make another chapter for you. (It is no hassle, I want to make an ending that is with all of them but i'm just trying to prioritize the favorites first)