My Dilemma

Chapter 6: IM BACKK

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Chapter 6:

I opened my eyes and stretched my arms. Looking around, I looked at the clock, it was only 6:45. I lounged back into the comforts of my bed and reflected back on the last few days.

Late night messages, and guess what! Its progressed from the study-talk. Thank God! I was afraid if it didn't, he wouldn't bother with me any longer. I closed my eyes again, re-living the past few conversations.

(Flashback)

I sat on the sofa, super annoyed. It had been over 4 hours since I messaged him and he still hadn't replied. I began to feel uneasy. Did he not want to speak to me? I didn't know what to do.

I opened the Facebook chat to see when he was last online. But I was shocked to see:

'Message seen at 14:23'

So he had seen the message.

My mind began to penetrate a dozen thoughts per second.

He was probably busy? Yeah he was busy! Of Course! Otherwise he would reply, like he always dows.

Then I froze. What if? He didn't want to speak to me did he?

Maybe that was the case? We had been speaking like most days ever since that day I first messaged him. Does that mean I was interesting him anymore.

I took a deep breath. Should I have just not messaged him? Was it better we went our separate ways. With me walking past him everyday like the typical 'awkward shy girl' every single day, dreaming about what we could be. Face it! It wouldn't happen. How could he fall for me?

I could feel tears swell up in my eyes but I tried not to cry as I remembered Fleur just got home and I didn't want her suspecting anything shady or for her to question anything and also that I was wearing my glasses so I couldn't be asked to take them off and wipe my eyes. I grabbed the TV remote and decided to cry internally as I watched Buffy. But even Buffy couldn't cheer me up.

Fleur walked in and sat by me 'Amelia, could you pop through to the grocers and grab some Potatos for dinner today, salad leaves and a gallon of milk. I need to go see Julia, she wasn't in today and I need to give her the business notes. Is that okay? I know you been busy revising so its fine if you cant'

I looked up and replied 'No, Its fine. I need some air anyway. Ill just go grab my stuff.'

I got off the sofa and jogged up stairs.

I was wearing a pair of light grey joggers with the bottom rolled up slightly so you could see my ankles. I was also wearing a white t-shirt with a black peace sign on it. My hair was in a messy pony tail which I tightened. I grabbed a oversized black jumper, and put on my black converses completing this effortlessly effortless look. The black only expressed how melancholy I felt. I didn't care what I looked like; I was only going to the store! I grabbed my bag and exited the door, closing the door behind me.