My Dilemma

Chapter 7: (Part 1)

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Chapter 7

I looked at the clock. It was 6:30am, I had ages today. But I got up, as I had to get ready for school.

I skipped over into the bathroom and popped myself into the shower using a shower gel scented of sweet vanilla and cranberry. The sweet aroma filled the shower and even lingered my room, making me even more lightheaded.

My hair which was mid-length, halfway down my back, was still wet. The struggle of long thick hair is unreal. I decided to go over it with a hair drier since it wasn't going to dry anytime soon. I decided to leave it naturally straight.

I decided to leave my hair down today, plaiting two French braids either side of my side parting and then securing them with some hair grips and clips. I didn't usually have my hair down but there's always time for a change right? Plus, I felt like doing something different today.

I felt like putting some effort into my make up today. After moisturising, I rummaged through my make up bag and pulled out some concealer which I used to conceal my under eyes.

Then I picked up my eyeliner and took a deep breath, praying I would haver better luck compared to my previous failures. I opened my eyes, lifting the lid of the pen and drew a thin line across my right eye, extending it just a little bit over my eye to create a very small attempted wing. I opened my eyes and stepped back. It actually didn't look that bad. Here's where it gets tricky, drawing a replica of that line of your other eye. My hand began to shake as I attempted to get a near enough even line on my left eye. I stepped back and to my relief, it didn't look half bad. I used a q-tip to thin the end out a bit but overall, I was feeling quite proud.

After applying a generous layer of Mascara, I applied a light rosy blush, I applied a light pink lip-gloss, feeling accomplished with the success of my look.

Then I walked over to my closet and pulled out a white vest, which I layered with a sheer white lace tunic that was flowing and had some lace detail across it.

I wore it with a pair of slightly faded blue skinny jeans and teamed it with some white pumps.

I wore some small silver studs in my ears and a long silver 'feather' necklace.

I stood a few steps back and smiled. Today was going to be a good day.

--5 Hours Later--

It was period 5, I was sitting in English.

Don't get me wrong, I love English and I usually give it my all. But today, it's been strange; I've done nothing but reverie about him. Like, its like I'm on cloud nine, in constant-daydream mode. And Who About you ask? Yes, I'm talking about Jason. Who else? Just isn't he dreamy.

In the back of my exercise books, I have been doodling his name and drawing him and writing his name in different fonts with hearts and stars. He is soo perfect. With his dark hair swept back and his gentle green eyes. Even the thought of him was making my heart flutter.

(Flashback)

I sat on my bed, as I continued studying. I could hear my phone vibrate and I picked it up and saw '1 new Facebook message' from Jason.

I opened it as it read

'Hey How are u?'

'Meehh ;)' I replied with a winky emoji added. I wanted to see where this would go.

I was surprised as I got an instant reply:

'Is that a bad or good or a 'why do you even care go away!' response?'

I instantly replied 'Yeah, you betcha!'

Then I added: 'Wait you care?'

He took a minute to type and replied 'Well ofc duuhh, we are good mates'

Good mates? Hmmm He said 'good' Eekkk! Trust me I am not the squeamish type but this is an exception. No-one hears about this, Okay?

Then I replied 'Btw Yeah I'm fine, still revising, where you left me yesterday :('

'Wait? You serious?! Girl go put get some air, I swear revising will eventually kill you!'

'Yeah! Then they will realise how lethal exams are :p' I replied

'No don't die!' he replied

I felt spontaneous 'Well Why Not?? Ehh?'

He replied 'I will miss u'

This just made my heart melt. Like is he beginning to like me? OMG! This is unreal! On the inside, I was screaming with joy!

(End of Flashback)

I opened my eyes again and smiled again as my heart fluttered with delight.

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