A Journey Into the Land of Dreams

Felon in School

⚠️Contains Rape⚠️

I had to have been 18 at the time. My best friend and I were in school on our senior year. This was a private Christian school so we were under some fairly strict rules. We hated it there, but our parents wouldn't listen to us when we said we wanted to change schools, so we had just to tough it out.
We were walking down the hall to the lunch room, listening to the radio through my ear buds when an announcement came over the system. "Students, this is Principal Jones. Please listen to me! A felon has escaped prison and has been spotted in the area! He is known to have a horrible sexual appetite which is what landed him in jail in the first place! Ladies, you need to watch out, and men, protect these ladies if at all costs! Remain inside the school and let us know if anyone suspicious has entered the building!"
We started worrying and looked at each other. I actually got so freaked that I passed out. My best friend ran to get someone to help me.
I was left alone for just a few minutes, and in those minutes, I felt someone on me, moving his fingers up my thigh and sliding inside of me. I got so scared that I froze! His fingers didn't come out of me but kept thrusting. I felt disgusting. I felt my eyes water and a tear fall. It felt like an eternity that he was doing this to me. I felt my legs being pulled apart, I felt meaty hands yank down my skirt and underwear. I felt hands go under me and push my ass upwards, forcing me into doggy. I felt a sharp sting on my bare ass and heard a soft, evil chuckle. Then I felt something else.
He had yanked down his pants and forced himself in me. I tried to snap out of it but I was still frozen. I couldn't move or scream. All I could do was lay here and take this. Silent tears ran down my face. I couldn't even make a noise. I heard him say "You're so fucking tight" and it grossed me out. More silent tears. He kept having his way with me until finally he came. He didn't pull out, but unloaded his load in me.
Just as he finished, people rushed in and he raced out, and they saw me in my state. They saw my ass and my pussy, they saw his load leaking from me. They saw me with tears streaming down. I felt vulnerable. I felt disgusting. I felt dirty. Finally, I was able to make a sound. And I sobbed but couldn't get up.
My best friend raced over to me and grabbed me up in a tight hug while I cried into her shoulder. Principal Jones looked pissed along with the male students that had come in. They didn't walk over to me though because they figured I probably wouldn't want a man near me at the moment.
Principal Jones called the police and let them know I had been raped. They went and found the guy and he landed back in prison. I switched schools, along with my best friend.
I tried so hard to get over what happened to me. That monster had forcibly taken something so precious to me. He had taken my virginity. Something I was trying to save for my right person. He took it on himself to get that gift for himself. I was angry. I was hurt. I was plum pissed off and I still felt so gross. So unworthy.
I would shower three times a day and never felt clean. I would wash my pussy every time and it still felt tainted and gross. And I couldn't help but feel guilty because I didn't have my virginity anymore. My future husband would never get that gift that I wanted to give him so badly.
I couldn't even touch myself when I wasn't washing it because even the smallest little touch, reminded me of his fingers going in me.
The only man I would even let near me was my dad and that took at least a year for me to get comfortable with even him. He didn't push me or rush the process. He was an angel throughout that whole year and understood and kept his distance. He saw to it that I wasn't sat near any guys in my classes and that my teachers were all females. My mom was also very patient with me and never blamed me for that day.
Eventually I started to get sick. We went to the doctor. I was pregnant. Pregnant with that monster's baby. I sobbed in my mom's lap and she comforted me and my best friend comforted me. We asked around but the laws had changed so I couldn't abort the baby. I had to carry it full term.
When the time came, I did give birth. I was sure I would put it up for adoption, but when I saw it, I fell in love with it. I decided to keep the baby. It was a girl! I named her Celeste. She looked way more like me than she did him so it helped that I didn't see many of his features.
I found out he would have no rights to the baby. Only my name would be listed as the parent. She was my baby girl and he would never ever see him. He would never know that he created a new life when he raped me. That felt amazing. At least something good came out of that horrifying experience.