"I hate you." Is what I told myself.
"You're nothing." Is what enters my head.
Until things started to change when I talked to you that day.
You changed everything in my mind with one simple click.
From feeling like nothing to feeling like I had something.
We shared messages and conversations
All where I relied to you for help
Because you were all I had when I had no one else.
But everything started to fall back down
When I found out I'd be gone
And by then
I'm sure as hell, I'd be lost and confused one again.
Instead, I'm crying the nights away, wishing I did have you
Helplessly falling for a man that I know is too good to be true.
Because that's what you are to me.
Someone who's just too hard to seize.
And I know it's wrong.
But, dear God, I wish it wasn't.
To have this barrier, have this divider from me and you.
I would just be too easy if life just handed you to me.
Give the darkness the light.
No, that's too simple.
And life is anything but simple.
I would hate you, curse you to make me feel this way.
But why would I hate the only thing that's good in my life?
Why would I curse the best wish that's ever came to me?
But then, why would I want you so badly when clearly it's not meant to be?
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To Hopeless Romantics
PoetryHeartbreaks and heart aches leave the soul shaken to hopelessness. Thinking of the ones whose hurt us; the ones whose left us longing. It's a universal feeling. No matter the age or gender, we're bound to feel hopeless about someone. Longing for som...
