The Mafia's Girl

Chapter 5. The Explanation

A knock on my door awoke me from my peaceful slumber, I removed myself from the soft blankets and made my way over to the door, fully aware that i'm still wearing my uniform, I open the door expecting to see Alice but I instead come face to face with Derek, "Good Morning Annabelle, do you mind I come in?" he asks smiling at me, I just step to the side letting him in, i'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone, but I can't exactly say no to him. He sits down on the edge of my bed and beckons me over, i'm a little suspicious but do as i'm told, I sit beside him keeping a bit of distance, I still dont trust anyone here. 

"How are you?" He asks me catching me off guard, what kind of question is that, I'm ripped from my home, sold to a heartless asshole, forced to be a slave, given way to much work for one person to do and then called a disgusting vile creature by my so-called master, "Fine" I reply not wanting to get in trouble for complaining, he gives me a sympathetic smile, "I have a feeling your lying to me" he tells me with one eyebrow raised, "Why would I lie?" I reply hoping he will drop this and move on. "I'm not like Cole Annabelle, you can be honest with me" Derek tells me, staring into my eyes, I look down and sigh feeling my eyes well up with tears, "He hates me" I whisper to him, "Who?" he asks, I look up at him a single tear sliding down my cheek, "Cole" I reply and look back down. 

"Oh Annabelle, he doesn't hate you, he's just a very complicate man" He replies, "He called me a disgusting vile creature last night, I think he hates me" I tell him in a snappy tone. "I'm sorry he called you what?" He asks perplexed, "You heard me" I tell him. "What happened?" he asks, I freeze, how was I supposed to tell him that I thought Cole was going to kiss me and thats why he called me that, this is embarrassing, but I guess I have no choice, "I though he was going to kiss me" I whisper to him feeling my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. "Oh, now I get it" He replies, wow gee thanks, that makes me feel so much better, good to know how he feels too, as if sensing my saddened mood he corrects himself, "I didn't mean it like that, he was wrong for what he said but I understand why he did it" he tells me turning me to him, he grabs my hands and tells me.

"Cole was in love once, a beautiful women, she was the love of his life, his everything, he was a happy person with her around not like the one you've come to know. About a year after they started dating she disappeared, just vanished, we came to find out that she had fallen in love with another man, who just happened to be Cole's rival. You see when you're in the mafia, other mafia leaders are kind of a threat, and this man was a big one, Cole hated him, but seeing her with him sent him into a downward spiral that none of us could stop. He became a dark depressed violent man, not the man I knew, my best friend was gone, all because of her" He tells me, wait a second, mafia? "You're in the mafia?" I ask thoroughly confused, "Oh shit, you didn't know yet, did you?" he asks me backing away a little as if expecting me to hit him. "No I didn't" I say still processing everything, "Wait, so you're telling me that he didn't want to kiss me because another women hurt him?" I ask still confused. "He vowed never to feel affection for a women again, thats why he did what he did, I can guarantee you he wanted to but told himself he couldn't" Derek tells me. 

I sit there processing his words feeling a little better to know that it wasn't me that was the problem it was the fact that I was a women. Can't really change that. "Why do I feel this way about him?" I ask Derek, "I don't know Annabelle, I can't answer that one for you, thats for you to figure out, all I can tell you is that getting him to open to you isn't going to be easy, but I hope you can, I hope you can bring back my best friend" He says and the gets up and heads for the door. He put his hand on the doorknob and freezes, "I'll tell Cole that I kept you busy today, you're excused from your chores for today and I will try and get Cole to reduce them, I can't make any promises though" He tells me before opening the door and stepping out, "Thank you" I tell him just as the door closes. 

Maybe I can bring the real Cole back, Derek said he is attracted to me even though he's called me ugly several time and vowed to break me. There is just something about him that draws me to him, I can't stop thinking about him, every time he looks at me I feel all hot inside, like really hot, like i'm going to fucking explode. I lay down in my bed staring at the ceiling trying to take my mind off of Cole but its not working, all I see is his perfect body, those dark alluring eyes, those kissable lips and don't let me get started on what he's packing down there, that bitch is huge, even soft in his pants it looks like a monster, feeling myself get turned on by my thought I slide my hand down my body, lift the hem of my dress up and slide my hand into my panties. I instantly feel how wet I am just thinking about him, I slowly start to circle my clit feeling tingles up and down my spine, I let out a little whimper and close my eyes focusing on Cole, I reach my other hand up to my throat and grip it just like he did and pretend like my hands are his. 

I move my fingers faster feeling myself climbing to my peak, I grip my throat tighter and rub faster, fuck I want it to be his hands making me cum, I moan louder almost there and as I cum harder than I ever have, I scream out his name, "Cole!!!!!". I slump back into my bed and feel myself falling asleep, at least I have my imagination if I can't have him.