Why Us??

The Wedding Night

(Sky and Rain go back to their home along with their parents after signing the contract)

Rain-(Goes to Sky's room) Sky.. I..
I'm really sorry (says in pleading voice)

Sky -Rain (takes a deep breath), it's okay
Just leave me alone for some time
I want to clear my mind
I just want to stay with myself
(Shuts his bedroom door 🚪)

Rain- Sk...
What hell I've done (feels guilty)
It's all because of me..
It's all because me ....it's all because of me...

(Warm drops start rolling from his eyes until the vision got blurred with it)

Sky is in this shit because of me
(Slides down against the door )

(Starts sobbing)

(Inside the room )

(Sky went to take a shower)

Sky-(standing under the shower 🚿 closing his eyes)
Why is my life so fucked (disappointment chukel)

Everytime when I take a step forward ,I get 10 steps dragged back

(Fills the tub)

Whom should I blame in this ??
Me ,Rain , pa or the Theerapanyakul ??

(Sits inside the tub )

(Breathing heavily)

[Author's pov-

"The night is filled with darkness,
The room is quite but still it's not silent
Thousands of Voices in the head suffocating , making them choke without being Choked
The fears the anxiety shouting loud through the eyes
The eyes being dried up but the pain ain't
The pain of guilt creeping up the body making it more and more caged and trapped in the situation
Wanna shout Wanna cry Wanna run
But where??
Just like this drowned myself in sorrow
Each and every ticking sounds making it reminds the days getting closer and closer "]

(Thinking of all the negative thoughts Sky drowned himself in tub filled with water)

(Outside the door)

(Star came near Sky's room )

Star-(saw Rain almost drowsy and exhausted due to crying)
Rain ..!(tapping him gently)
Rain..

Rain- huhh .. Sky..(slowly opening his eyes )

Star- It's me! Star..

Rain-( Little awake )
Oh ... Star

Star- Rain , get up
Uncle Type is calling you down
To go back home

Rain - But Sky??
He closed the door, he said he wants to be left alone (Starts sobbing)
Star what if does something to himself?? (Worried expression)

Star-(sighs 😮‍💨) Rain (Sits beside him)
You know him more than me right ??
(Rain nods)

Then you even know that he will never harm himself.
He knows harming himself will indirectly hurt everyone around him
(Slight smile)
(Pat's Rain gently on the back)
He just needs some time to process everything

Rain- Are you not angry with me??
(Curious and worried expression)

Star - I am not going to lie to you because, yes, I am angry or more like disappointed
Your anger and ego dragged Hia, too, along with you
And I am angry at myself too
🙂🙂
If I knew my help to Theerapanyakul would affect Hia and the family , then I would never ever have made this mistake

Anyways my feelings don't count
even if I stay angry with you, it would be of no use .In the end, Hia would be the one affected the most, and I don't want him to get more upset .