DESTINY 18+

chapter 27

Joshua pov:

I know I have hurt her a lot and even forced myself on her sometimes. She is mine and she will understand soon but until then i won't do something that hurts her more. I know how much parents are important in our life and the way her parents behaved today was expected but my heart broke when she was crying louder. Jun tears were rolling down. He definitely sees her like a younger sister. Hoshi was avoiding his gaze not to look at her in the vulnerable state. Mingyu forms a ball of feist tight and on the other hand wonwoo clenching his jaw harder. Scoups and jeonghan were already gone because I don't trust them. They are crazy like me. If they see y/n in this condition for sure this would be the last day for her father. We are a family. Anyone who gets hurt is equal to hurting everyone.

"This will be the last time you ever cried princess. Every single time a person makes your tear drop I will add them in the death note until there is no person alive in the world that makes you cry again"

AFTER REACHING HOME:

I told seungkwan to take her to the basement for defence practice. The Mafia world is too Cruel. My gut feeling said something would happen on the way and damn it happen. His 4 men were shooting us but we definitely had a backup to shoot them all. Thank God mingyu aimed on the driver and shot him on head which made the car collapse and crash loud. They all are dead by now there is no doubt. It was just a trailer for the war. The journey of destroying his empire starts now.

I walk down to the basement where y/n was standing in shock. Our whole basement is for practice with different activities. I made my way to the basement entrance.

"Let's get in we don't have the whole day" i opened the door and walked inside the shooting rang where target were attached. I felt her following behind me. I took a pistol and loaded the magazine.

"Here, try to shoot the target" i placed the pistol in her palm but her hands started to shiver as she held it.

"I..i... can't" y/n replied trembling.

"You can, you have too. Hold it steady" i kept a hand below her palm but still it was trembling in fear. I let a huff.

I walked behind her wrapping my left hand around her waist slowly pulling her closer against my chest. My right hand holding her's guiding towards the target. My face near her neck. Y/n smell so good. It's getting difficult for me to control my desire but i push my thoughts aside not trying to make her feel uncomfortable in my arms.

"Take a deep breath. Focus on the target. Think someone you hate the most and with your full strength pull the trigger" i whisper in her ear. She swallows hard. I don't know if it's my presence making her pressurized or the shooting practice.

"You can do it princess. Pull the trigger" she takes a deep breath as her chest goes up and down. My finger sliding in trigger guard "pull!!!!"

Y/n POV:

Joshua standing so close? Probably my heart gonna pop out. I'm trying my best not to squirm as he whisper in my ear. I can't stay mad at him longer. They put there life in danger to safe me. I was harsh on Joshua even though he tried to save me from everyone maybe not in a right way but his intentions were never wrong.

When he said to think about someone i hate. I can't think of 1 person because I hate everyone around me right now. Taehyung for shattering my heart, yunha for not trying to connect me, my parents who sold me, wooyoung who left me in my hardest time. I hate everyone.

I was definitely angry when the thoughts cross my mind but can I kill a person? Definitely not. I haven't killed a insect and killing a person is not even possible. My hands tremble as i hold the gun thinking how many people have died because of this little toy yet dangerous one. I took a deep breath closing my eyes. Joshua finger slide into the trigger guard on my finger. I opened my eyes looking at the target. I have to do it. I can't always rely on those 13boys. I can't make them feel burden. I can't put there life in danger again. Self defence is not a crime.

"pull!!!"

*SHOT*

My breath goes faster. I can hear my own heart beat. The loud sound from the gun made me flinch but Joshua held me tight.

"Well done princess. I knew you can do it". He placed a kiss on my shoulder and pulled away and stood beside me.

"Now I want you to do it yourself" he showed the target. The previous bullet i shot made a hole on 4. I need a lot of practice to aim a bulls eye. I nod and held the gun again in the position to shoot. I saw Joshua staring at me.

"You're staring as if you're gonna eat my soul. Stop looking at me like that" i looked at him as he chuckled.

"Wait until we get married princess. You will be my meal soon"

"Shut up" i quickly look at the target acting fool.

"You look so flustered. All ok princess?" He smirked.

"I..i...swear Joshua. My next aim will be you" my cheeks are betraying me like always but i try to maintain a cold stare.

He pulled my wrist towards him making me bump into him and keeps the gun nosal on his chest. I gasped.

"If that makes you happy I don't mind you pulling trigger on me" his stare was intense. His eyes meeting mine searching for something. All I can see in his eyes is love, care, comfort and most importantly respect.

I pulled my hand away and kept the gun on the near by table.

"Are you mad? The magzine was loaded. A mistake can make you lose your life joshua?. I know you love me but that doesn't mean-" he pulled me again but this time hugged me tightly.

"You talk too much sometimes" his face nuzzling in my neck wrapping arm around me me.

I closed my eyes wrapping arm around him secure in his embrace. This is how home feels like? Comfort? Love? It's a love hate situation but I'm feeling perfectly fine in his embrace.

"Goshh i waited so long for this moment" he hugs me tighter this time. His lips pressed against my neck. I couldn't help but smile.

"I love you. I love you y/n".......