Lovertation

Meet Me Behing The Mall

Reputation:

I entered the school building.
Today I was wearing a black hoodie and
some baggy jeans.
Last night was horrible and I barely got sleep at all, because of my intense stomach pain.
„Hey 1989. Hey Midnights."
The girls were standing in front of the lockers, Midnights smoking and 1989 talking.
„Hi" 1989 said,
but she didn't even look at me.
„Rep, are you coming to Nine's party?"
Midnights asked.
„Sure."

Lover:

„Hi, Lover!"
Evermore greeted me.
„Hey."
„Do you have an outfit for 1989's party?"
„Um, not yet."
I said, a bit embarrassed, because I totally forgot about that party.
„Neither do Folklore and I.
We're going shopping today!
Wanna join us?"
„Of course!"
I was really excited now.
It's been years since people wanted to go shopping with me.
„Great! We can go there after school, or
do you want to go home before?"
„No, after school is good!"
„Nice, see you then!"
Evermore left and I headed to my locker.

When I got there, I saw Rep standing there, talking to two other girls.
The bell rang and Rep's friends left.
„Um, can I grab my books from my locker?"
I asked, blushing a bit.
Rep turned her head and looked down at me.
„I don't know if you can."
Her face expressions still didn't change.
My cheeks were burning again,
because I remembered the dream I had.
Rep was looking so hot today-
No! What am I thinking!?
„Pleaseee. I really need them and I'm late already. I can't be late."
I was panicking now.
„Why? Because every teacher loves you?
Because you have a good reputation you don't wanna lose?
You're such a nerd. I bet that's why people at your old school hated you."
Ouch.
Tears were forming in my eyes and
I tried everything to not break down crying in front of the older girl.
She was speaking facts.
Facts I didn't want to admit.
No one likes me.

Reputation:

Lover was obviously close to crying and
something in me felt kind of bad for the short girl.
I took a step away and let the girl grab her books.
She took them and ran to her classroom.
I didn't feel like attending Science class,
so I left the school building to go for a walk.
As I was walking, my thoughts drifted to Lover.
That locker situation.
Every other girl would've ended up with a broken nose, if she talked to me like that.
But somehow I didn't want to hurt the little girl.
She was kind of pretty to be honest.
If she wasn't so young,
I would probably even fuck her.
Her curves were insane.
I've fucked almost every girl at school,
but it was never more than one night stands.
At least that satisfied me a bit.

I didn't want to go back to school,
so I skipped school all day.
My dad will probably kill me,
but maybe that wasn't so bad.
I went in a forest and sat down on a bench.
The forest was so peaceful and something in me wanted to stay here forever.
Just never come back.
Never see my dad again.
Never see those people at school again.
But that would be weak.

Lover:

„Get in."
Folklore said and opened the car door for me.
„Thanks."
I sat down in the back seat,
while Evermore was driving and
Folklore was in the passenger seat.
„How was school?"
Evermore asked both of us.
„Good! Speak Now and I are working on a project together!"
„Ohhh amazing. Lover, did you know that Folklore is crushing on Speak Now?"
Evermore said.
„Shut up."
Folklore said, blushing.
„Nope, I don't even know who Speak Now is.
But good luck with her, Folklore!"
„Thanks."

„Can I ask you something?"
I asked, kind of scared of asking.
„Anything."
„How did you find out you like girls?"
Evermore started laughing.
„I don't know. Honestly, I'm bi, so I also like boys, but if you truly like a girl, you will notice.
It starts with constantly thinking about her. Then you'll feel like friendship isn't enough for what you feel.
Long story short, you will notice."
„Do you like someone?"
Evermore asked.
„Maybe."
I looked down, very embarrassed.
„Who??"
„No one. Forget it."
„Ughh, ok. But I wanna be the first person to know about it!"
Folklore said and I nodded.

We arrived at the mall and Evermore guided us to a dress shop.
„Let's do something. Evermore picks an outfit for Lover, I pick and outfit for Evermore and Lover picks an outfit for me."
Folklore suggested.
„I don't trust you enough."
Evermore said.
„Well, I like the idea!"
I said, not knowing I would regret that later.
„Yeah ok."
Folklore finally agreed,
so all of us went in different directions.
I found a long white dress, which really reminded me of Folklore, so I grabbed that.
Evermore came up to me with a short pink dress.
„Try that on."
I took the pink dress and went to the changing room.
I put it on and looked at myself in the big mirror.
The dress was light pink, very tight and very short.
Never in my life would I chose this.
It pointed out every single curve of my body and I hated it.
Why am I so fat?
The dress barely covered my ass and
showed a bit too much cleavage.
I won't wear that.
I opened the door to tell Evermore I didn't want that dress.
„Oh my lord, you look stunning!"
Evermore almost screamed.
„Buy it!!"
„I can't. I mean it's pretty, but I don't have the body for that."
„Shut up! You're literally perfect. I'm buying that. No discussion."
„Fine."
I rolled my eyes.
I will regret getting this dress.

A/N: Heyy.
Any ideas what could happen at the party? 👀
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Also let me know if you'd want me to change/improve anything.
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~M <3