Lovertation

What Are We?

A/N: THANK YOU FOR 1K READS🫶

Reputation:

I woke up very early this morning.
It was 5am and I felt so awake.
Yesterday was so surreal.
After Lover and I had confessed our feelings,
our teacher came in and told us the lesson was over.
It was really awkward for Lover and me,
and sadly she had to go home after school.

Last night I dreamt about her a lot.
She was so freaking cute and all I could think about was our kiss.
Her lips were so soft
and although she's very inexperienced,
she was a good kisser.

Today we'd have some classes together,
which made me very excited, but also scared.
Nobody should know about Lover and me.
It's not that I want to make it a secret.
To be honest, I'd tell the whole world Lover was mine, but that's not how it works.
Lover had a good reputation and
I didn't want to ruin that for her.
People would call her a slut,
if they knew she was dating me.
My baby didn't deserve that.

I got ready for school and picked some more revealing clothes for today.
There was nothing wrong with
teasing Lover a bit.
I was wearing a black strapless top
and a short grey skirt.
To cover up my scars on my arms,
I grabbed my concealer and
put it all over my arms.
It hurt a bit, but I didn't want people to call me emo or make fun of me in any way.

Lover:

When I entered the school building,
I saw Folklore and Evermore waiting for me.
„Hiii." they said and I walked over to them.
„Heyy." I hugged both of them.
„How was volleyball?
Did you make it in the team?"
„Um..I don't know. Probably not.
Rep didn't have enough time to announce who made it. She was..uh..busy."
I tried to explain, but I blushed so hard.
„Busy, huh?" Evermore laughed.
„You're blushing." Folklore noticed.

Evermore wanted to say something else,
but then Rep passed by.
Oh my god, she was looking so hot.
Her eyes met mine, but her face didn't change.
„Out of my way, kids!"
Rep said and rolled her eyes.
She pushed me a bit,
but she was being very soft.

„What was that?" Folklore asked me.
I couldn't answer,
because I was blushing so hard.
„Lover, what is going on with you and Rep?"
„Nothing." I anxiously said.
„Ok?" Evermore answered.
She obviously didn't believe me,
but she stopped asking now.
„Let's to class." Folklore suggested.
„Sure. I have English, so see you later!"

I entered the classroom and
saw Rep sitting in the last row.
She was alone and smiling at me.
„Close the door." Rep said.
I did what she said and walked over to her.
„Hey baby."
Rep grabbed my cheek and
pulled me into a short kiss.
„You look gorgeous."
I complimented the tall girl.
„Thanks, baby. You don't look bad either."
Rep wanted to pull me into another kiss,
when the door was opened and
the other students entered the room.

Rep pulled away from me quickly and
stopped smiling immediately.
„Ohh, the emo bitch isn't late." Matty grinned.
„Shut up." Rep hissed.
Matty was an idiot, who always bullied Rep.
He never talked to me and
I was very happy about that.
Mr. Brown came in and told everyone to sit down.

Reputation:

The lesson was over and I jumped up to leave.
1989 and Midnights were sitting at a table in the cafeteria, probably flirting.
„Hey." I greeted them and sat down.
„Hi, Rep. How are you?" 1989 asked.
„Um..good. How about you?
I'm sorry I wasn't around that much."
„Since when do you apologize to people?"
Midnights asked.
„Don't make me regret it." I warned her.
„Okay okay."
„No, it's great, Rep! Thank you for asking!
I'm doing great." 1989 told me.

I saw Lover sitting with Folklore and Evermore.
I couldn't keep my eyes off of the sweet girl.
Her eyes met mine and Lover smiled at me.
As much as I wanted to smile back,
I couldn't, because 1989 and Midnights would think it's suspicious.
Lover would understand though.

„HELLO, REP!? I'M TALKING TO YOU."
1989 snapped me back to reality.
„Huh what?"
„Girl, what's going on with you?"
„Nothing."
„Yeah sure." 1989 rolled her eyes.

The rest of the school day was boring.
In the second break, I messaged Lover:
Me: hey baby, wanna come to the restroom?
Lover💗: On my way💖
Oh my god, the heart.

Lover knocked on the bathroom door and
I opened it for her, just to lock it again.
We hugged each other tightly.
„How was your day, baby?"
„It was ok. How was yours?"
Lover asked and looked up to me.
She was so insanely cute.
„It just got much better."

I cupped Lover's cheeks in my hands
and started kissing her slowly.
My hands grabbed Lover's hips
and pulled the short girl closer.
The things I would do to her,
if we weren't in public...

I ended the kiss and said:
„We shouldn't do this. Not here.
I want it to be romantic
and comfortable for you."
„Y..yes. Me too." Lover blushed.
„You're ok?"
„Yeah..I just..it's nothing."
„Babe, you can always talk to me."
„It's just..I know I'm not the best kisser or the prettiest girl and I know you've had better ones than me and I just don't wanna mess it up."
„Lov, you're not gonna mess it up.
I love you so much,
more than I ever loved anyone or anything.
I know you're not very experienced with this kind of stuff, but I promise I'll be patient and maybe even teach you a bit.
Don't worry so much, Lov."
I pulled her in a hug again.
„Thanks, Rep."

„Lover?"
„Hm?" Lover looked up to me.
„Do you wanna be my girlfriend?"
„Yes." Lover smiled.
I smiled back and felt like I had finally found my girl.
I've never been so happy in my entire life.

A/N: I don't like this, but anyway..
Next chapter will be better🫶
~M <3