Let The Paint Dry

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Kaden


I zoomed down the road in my Subaru changing gears. No one had any idea what I'd been up to over the past years after I finished college and uni. I had some fun back then. Carly poo was the only one I told my true sexuality. One I had to come to terms with after loving her for so long was the fact I loved guys and girls was new to me. I liked dick and vajayjay. I had to work on my sexuality through both college and uni. After Charlie, I hadn't been with anyone. He had left college to go to a new place away from me. We had agreed to end it after my first year of college because we thought it was fair on either of us to do the long-distance shit we were too young for all of that bollocks.

Carly had an extremely bad break-up with Aiden around that time, but unlike her and Aiden we saw it through until he left college in June alongside Carly. I have never liked Aiden Eden though he is related to us in some kind of weird way. I knew from the fact that I wasn't his favourite person because he knew my attentions towards Calry, but she had no damn clue. That was until the night we shared together we were both off of our heads and things happened. Things that I had wanted to happen for a very long time, but I knew they couldn't because she was so in love with Aiden. I had never predicted she would in all my life let me kiss her, let alone let me make love to her.

Then it all came crashing down the morning after when she headed to uni. Away from me for four years. I knew there and then would wait for her, for eternity then the worst happened like a slap in the face. Big fuck you. She told me it was a mistake and to forget that it ever happened. How the fuck was I supposed to forget the best night of my life? I saw red and told her we were no longer siblings and never to have any contact with me again.

She was crying but I couldn't see less she stormed out of my room and the next thing I knew she was leaving for uni where she wouldn't have to deal with my ass for four years, well good. I don't have to deal with hers either on family events or anything. That day the shit hit the fan and my own mom gave me the third degree. That's when I decided enough was enough I had had enough of getting treated like the outsider in this fucking family I shit my loyal friend a quick text and grabbed all of my shit moving out. Mom and they weren't too happy but I couldn't give a flying fuck. I stayed at Chase's until uni was over. We even shared a house outside campus.

He knew me inside out and about me battling with my sexuality. He had come out to me as gay that year but he was my best bud so those boundaries stayed put.

He was a wild card at the best of times and he knew how to party hard. He'd hooked up with fuck knows how many guys at the party that night. He'd break some damn hearts until he settled down if he ever did. That night I bumped into a guy I had forgotten as we clashed. Christopher Mcalaghan.

He was shit faced just like I was and well one thing led to another and when we woke up in the morning not only did we have massive headaches but sore asses too. I wanted to forget about what happened but he somehow convinced me to meet up for a coffee and things progressed from there. Everything was going okay. I had no idea I was his secret until the last term of uni when his brother picked him up and saw us together. He almost had an aneurysm. After Christopher returned, he didn't look himself. He asked to talk. I agreed then he dropped a bombshell that we were done and I snapped and said some really horrible and nasty shit but what it all boiled down to was he was shot scared of his fucking asshole brother even thought he wasn't round and in the army, he still laid control over his life even though he was twenty ducking one coming twenty-two. Just cause I was Carly fucking Evans's little brother.

After him, I grew bitter and my hatred for my own older sister hit a new level.

I blamed her for my relationship with Christopher going sour not his fucking asshole brother. It took me a while to realise he was my problem, not Carly. So I went to see him and had it out with him. We ended up in a fight which put us both in prison after we had been seen at the hospital. I knew then I would never win Christopher back and would have a criminal record for GBH or some shit. I was right Christopher looked disgusted at me and chose never to speak to me ever again.

I deserved it but I wasn't in my right mind when I stormed up to his asshole brother and told him exactly what I thought of him and his dislike towards me. Also, the fact his brother wasn't straight he thought it was disgusting and Christopher should be with a girl. Problem was Christopher was one hundred percent gay. No vajayjay would get him hard. Unlike me. I finally got over the fact Christopher wanted nothing to do with me and went to parties alone got rat-arsed and fucked my way through half the girls and guys there without a care in the world. That shit finally came crashing down when I ended up with an STI. I nailed that shot right in the head and said no ducking more.

The only girl I ever wanted was going to win back no matter what it took. Then I found out her army buddies were now whacked up with her in a sexy throuple. If only I could find one of those, it doesn't matter how it comes as long as they can take my over-sexed libido.

My hand tightens around the wheel thinking of Carly right now the hatred in her eyes when I turned up to her sham of a wedding to no other than Ethan fucking Hollingway. How she made me look a fool yet again telling me we were just siblings and nothing could come of it. What bullshit our parents were step-siblings for fuckske and they're together. Okay maybe it's going a bit too far with your own sister who is actually your step sibling even if you don't see her as one, we still have our mother blood running through us. But I can't help that I feel the heart wants what the heart wants. I can't believe Aiden and Liam turned up. Actually I can believe Aiden turning up, maybe he's trying to get the same as me. Carly, he left things raw. She'll never forgive him like she never forgave me. But Liam. What is his excuse? They are full-blooded siblings unless he's heard about who she's marrying and what he did to her when they were younger. Maybe that's it. Yeah, that's it, it has to be. They have always been close even when he was in prison.

I change gear pulling into the pub that is only a ten-minute ride from my home but I know I won't be driving back tonight so the manager of The Raven's Nest, getting out the car, closing and locking the door, putting the alarm on. I head inside greeted by my Old-time friend and the gayest guy I'll ever know and my first kiss. Luke Killingworth. Hot as fuxk be we both know it will never work between us we down the whole friends with be if it's shit a while back but we both wanted more but not with each other we didn't connect that way. I storm over to the far and his grin turns upside down. What's wrong baby boy? Looks like you stepped into the fire and got burned."

I throw my car keys at him and he catches them perfectly. "So you're getting ratarsed again?"

"Keep them coming, Lukey boy."

He grins. I'm the only one that can call him that we've been friends since nursery and he's never let me down once. That's why I love him and anyone who comes between us will have hell to pay. We're brothers from another mother. We have each other's backs no matter what. When I was down and out he offered me a place to stay until I got back on my feet. I was truly grateful and I'm for even in his debt even if we did share blowjobs and sex I would give my own life for him and I've fees that's why I reckon he's never found anyone to settle down with they have to go through the friend tet and they have all failed.

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