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Chuu's pov

I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶̶̶ ̶a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ ̶̶̶ ̶I̶̶̶ ̶a̶̶̶̶̶̶̶m̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶n̶̶̶̶̶̶̶o̶̶̶̶̶̶̶t̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶c̶̶̶̶̶̶̶r̶̶̶̶̶̶̶a̶̶̶̶̶̶̶z̶̶̶̶̶̶̶y̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶ ̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶ I̶ a̶m̶ n̶o̶t̶ c̶r̶a̶z̶y̶ ̶ I̶ a̶̶̶m̶̶̶ ̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶c̶̶̶r̶̶̶a̶̶̶z̶̶̶y̶̶̶

I.

am.

not.

crazy.

This was real, not a dream.

She's standing in front of me.

"Are you.."

"Yes Chuu. I am."

I don't answer, I just pull her into a tigh hug I never want to leave. I knew my clothes would get dirty from her but I didn't care. I wanted my best friend back. And I got her back.

I never want to let her go ever ever again.

"Yves Whe- What Ho- You're so thin Oh Gosh, you must be hungry and tired an-"

"Listen Chuu I know you have a lots of questions." She looks at me in the eyes. Why was I nervous? "And I promise to answer all of them. But not right now. Not here."

"Wha- then when Yves? I will bring you to my house and take care of you and tal-"

She took my hands in hers.

"No Chuu. I will need to go again. I'm still traped. I still can't go with you or anybody else other than him."

"Who's h-"

"Listen to me. I need your help. I don't know what time it is. I don't know what day or year it is. And I know you're confused. But you need to hear me out."

"Tell me Yves. Tell me. I will do anything to make you safe." I feel another tear tolling down my cheek.

She reachs out for her cross bag, pulling out a piece of paper with something written on it. "You need to have this."

"Yves wha is-"

"I'm sorry, I don't have time to explain. Pay attention to these letters. It's a code. Code writing. We need to stay in contact somehow. Bring this wherever you go. I will write these where ever I can."

"Yves I don't unde-"

"You're gonna figure it out yourself. Please. This is the moment I need you the most."

She pulled me into a hug, she was crying with me.

"I need to leave you again. You will need to look for me again. Nobody can know we had a contact. Not even your parents nor police. Not even Heejin. No one. This is between you and me."

This was so weird. Yves never knew Heejin. They never met.

"How'd you kn-"

I didn't get to finish.

She ran away.

She ran away from me leaving me with just this piece of paper.

She left me.

I let her go.

Again.

And this time nobody can help me.