I wanted to be Normal! ✔

Chapter 13: go to sleep

Prem was static after the blond's sentence, but he ignored it because Boun was drunk anyway. After helping him with his bath, he took him out of the tub and wrapped him in a white towel he had in the bathroom cupboard.

He looked sleepy, his eyes were heavy and his body was still struggling to stand up. Prem helped him change his clothes, he was completely shy when he had to take off the blond's underwear, but he did his best not to look at the other's intimacies.

They left the bathroom and Prem led the other into the kitchen, making him sit on the chair and taking a look at him. He was drunk, but Prem wanted to take care of him. Normally, the brunette hated drunks because they reminded him of his father and everything he'd been through because of alcohol.

But Boun seemed so harmless and cute that, instead of pushing him away, he wanted to protect him. He ran his hand through the blond's damp hair. Boun raised his head slightly, his eyes were closed, but he gave a cute smile.

"You like me," he said in an amused tone, Prem took his hand out of his hair and looked at him. "You like me, I know you do"

"I never said that" His tone was emotionless.

"You sound like a tape recorder, you know that?" He laughed and Prem continued with the same expression. "You're like 'I never said I liked you'" he imitated the way the brunette spoke, Prem wanted to laugh at that, but didn't let out an expression.

"Does that bother you?" He ran his hand through Boun's hair again.

"No, it doesn't bother me, in fact I find it quite amusing"

"You think it's fun?"

"Yeah, it's like I'm playing guessing games, it's fun trying to read you" he opened his eyes a little and looked at the brunette standing in front of him. Boun quickly pulled the other man by the waist and wrapped both arms around him. Prem went static for the second time, his waist was being hugged, he'd never experienced that before, his heart started beating a little faster and it was making him anxious, but not in a bad way, it was a good kind of anxious.

It was the first time he'd felt good anxiety, as if he was dying of shame, but he didn't want to interrupt the act. Boun rubbed his head against the other man's belly, making Prem nervous, his legs a little wobbly from it.

"You're so cute," Boun said a little muffled.

"You're... warm" Prem said, his arms coming down a little and resting on the other man's broad shoulders. "I like your warm body"

"Really?" Boun looked up, Prem stared back at him.

"Yes" the brunette grabbed the blond's face and made him stand up, facing him, but his hands didn't leave the smaller man's waist "I wanted to kiss you earlier"

"Then why don't you?" Prem didn't wait another second and touched the blond's soft lips.

Prem was about to kiss with all the intensity in the world, but was stopped by Boun who began a slow, welcoming kiss. Prem was a little surprised at first, but followed the other's lead. The kiss was calm, unhurried, without distress. It was just the moment, slow and delicious.

Prem gradually surrendered to the caress, his body went soft, he would have stumbled if it hadn't been for the blond holding him firmly around the waist. Boun held him, Prem couldn't have been more... happy. Yes, the brunette was happy.

It wasn't just an urge to kiss someone, it was an urge to kiss Boun, it was an urge to feel calm and that everything was going to be all right with him. 'Everything will be fine with him,' he thought.

Boun was Prem's safety pin, he wouldn't explode if he had the other guy to come and tell him that, yes, everything was going to be all right.

"Prem" the blond broke off the kiss and the brunette felt that good warmth dissipate, which made him frown in denial. "I'm hungry"

"It's okay" Prem opened his eyes and looked into those sparkling eyes that were gazing at him so lovingly

Prem turned away from the other man and walked to the kitchen cupboards, taking out a bag of potato chips and handing them to the brunette, who thanked him. He felt his body go cold again, he wanted the blond's warmth. Boun was like a protective blanket. The kind that hands wrap their babies in to keep them warm and sleep peacefully.

He walked over to Boun and hugged him from behind. The blond didn't care much and continued eating his chips. Prem took his arm and led him to his room. He made Boun sit on the bed and sat down next to him, looking at the older man.

"Boun" he called, and the blond looked at him "You're going to sleep, aren't you?"

"I will" he said in an excited tone "You want me to sleep here because you like me, don't you?"

"No, it's not that" Prem was defensive, he didn't really know if he liked Boun or just felt safe with him.

"You have to admit that you like me" he pushed Prem slightly "You like me so much that you'll end up loving me hahaha"

"Love? Impossible, I don't love anyone" he turned away, a weight was placed on his shoulders, it was the blond who had hugged him there.

"If you don't love it, you'll know what it is with me, because you like me" he squeezed one of Prem's cheeks. But the brunette pulled away, making Boun fall on the bed face down "Oiiiiiii!!!!" he complained "Come here!"

"No" Prem looked at him lying on the bed "go to sleep"

"I'll only sleep when you lie down too."

"Okay" he walked over to the bed and got under the comforters, Boun smiled at that and crawled into bed, getting under the sheets as well, he grabbed the brunette's waist and put his face to the back of the brunette's neck "Boun..."

"You smell really good," he said softly, making Prem's body shiver "I like the way you smell, I could stay here forever."

"Go to sleep!"

"I won't. I'll keep smelling you and telling you how much you like me."

"Go to sleep!!!" Prem was nervous about that.

"I won't!!!" the blond insisted, making the brunette even more nervous.

"Go to sleep!!!"

"I'm not going!!!"

"Aaaaaaaahhhh."

"Aaaaaaaaahhhh."