The Monroe's

Lay: Nightmares

It feels like I've been sleep for days. I missed all my appointments, hell I don't even know where my phone is. I'm in so much pain been stuck here unable to move but I have to pee so bad. I finally make my way out my bed to the floor.

I crawl to the bathroom and with every move I feel more and more pain. Once I get in there I sit on the seat and begin to pee. "Aahhh, this shit burns!" I yell out and stop peein half way threw. Oh my gosh, the pain. I wipe softly and crawl back to the bed. I put the pillow and cover back over my head and go to sleep.

Dreaming:
"Aye ma hold up for a minute, let me talk to you" a dark figure walks up to me and say. "No I'm good" I say as I keep walking trying to hurry up my stairs. "I told you before and I meant what I said" then I black out.

I jump out of my sleep just as they were about to grab at me. As I take the covers from off my head, I look around in my room and its dark, no sound and no one here with me. I wish someone would call my phone so I could figure out where it is. I just lay there for a minute then I doze back off.

Dreaming:
"Stop! Stop! Get off of me! I yell as I kick and scream. As I'm swinging the person that's attacking me is trying to cover my mouth. I finally knee them in there privates and get off the ground and run but as soon as I move one foot in front of the other they grab my legs and pull me back down. They pull there self ontop of me as there punching me in my back as I try to crawl away. They finally turn me over as they rip my shirt. As I'm steady screaming and kicking my feet I'm trying to get a good view of their face. When they realize, "thud" a punch right to my face.

My body jerks and I wake up. I just start crying, I wish I had someone to hold me. I'm in so much pain and my eye hurts like hell. My poon poon hurts so bad, I just start cryin even harder. My phone beeps and it sounds as if its in the living room.

Although in so much pain I get out the bed and crawl in there and feel for my phone because I can barely see with the one good eye I do have. I finally find it and crawl back in the room and go sit in the corner on the other side of the bed. I ball myself up and just start crying again as I see flash backs of myself getting raped and keep hearing the voice this want take long.

Once I stop crying I look at my phone and see I have so many missed calls. 5 from unknown, 10 from Taye, 8 from Mo, 5 from Dre and damn  my phone just died. I grab the charger cord and pull it close to me and put my phone on it, as I'm still in the corner I'm trying my hardest not to go back to sleep. I'm tried of reliving that nightmare from the other night. I finally fall to sleep in the corner.

I wake back up and grab my phone, I see its Sunday morning. I call Kamani.

She answers, "Kamani I need you" I say as I sniff in the phone.  "What's wrong, you ok" "no, I dont feel good" "where you at" she ask. "Home" "ok I'm on my way" she tells me. I hang up without saying bye. Then I pull the cover and pillow onto the floor and cover my face.