ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ. | ᴛᴀʀᴀꜱɪᴀ

clueless.

t's pov | tbc.

"mama, why you holding her like she innoncent? don't nobody give a fuck about them tears."

"you should probably hear her out before you get yourself riled up."

"hea- hear her out? fuck that. where is my child?"

"they're in the room sleeping. lower your voice before you wake them."

they?

"which room, mama?"

"fifth one."

i dropped my keys on the couch and rushed to the back. i walked in and saw two of them sleeping up under the blanket. a boy and a girl. i went back into the dining area.

"which one is mine?"

"both of them. i um... i found out i was having twins a few months after i left."

"not only did you just disappear, but you kept both of my kids away from me? FOR TWO YEARS?!"

"i was dealing with a lot mentally. i needed to be alone." selfish bitch.

"you could've left me something! a note, message, something!"

"im sorry. i really am."

"two birthdays i missed, two first steps i missed, two birth certificates i didn't get to sign, two babies i didn't witness being pushed out, two fucking babies i didn't even know existed for two whole years. they don't even know me! what the fuck was on yo mind when you ran away?"

"i don't know. i was dealing with things, and i wasn't ready to talk about them. i figured leaving to clear my mind was for the best."

"you sound selfish and dumb as shit. you left, and we thought the worst! i took it harder than everybody else because i didn't know if i was the reason for you disappearing or what. we could've talked about it, and i could've helped you through that! i wanted you and the baby to have an easy life even if i couldn't have one myself. you left and it fucked me up. it was a fucked up thing to do when all i ever wanted was to witness my seeds grow in you and just be there to make it easier for you. i missed everything. i will never forgive you for that."

"im s-"

"i don't give a fuck. mama, ill be back tomorrow. i can't stay in her presence any longer."

"their birthday is next week, tuesday. you didn't miss the second one." i heard fantasia say before i slammed the door.

so im assuming they aren't two yet. still, its fucked up. i went home and stripped down.

"baby, wake up"

"hm? is everything okay?"

"yeah, i just need you right now."

"i have to brush my teeth."

i walked in right behind her. i was on her ass, literally. i was growing impatient. i put my hands under her shirt and caressed her boobs while i kissed her neck. when i looked through the mirror, she had her bottom lip trapped in between her teeth.

i took my boxers off and placed one of her legs on the sink, and pulled her underwear to the side before i entered her. i applied a condom, like always. i entered slow and started ramming in her once she relaxed into me. she didn't know i was taking my anger out on her pussy, but i was.

i reached and gripped her throat along with her hair so her head was on my shoulder. i heard every moan that escaped her lips. i bit her bottom lip before i pulled away.

"oh shitttt" she pushed at my stomach, probably to slow me down. i grabbed that hand and held it at the small of her back. her mouth was wide open, and tears fell from her eyes. "why are you fucking me li— ugh!" i went faster simply because i wasn't finna answer that question.