Helping You Through This

CH.16 - when did he move in?

Gaege pov:
I wake up completely hungover. I roll over in bed and see a glass of water and two white pills on my bedside table. I smile before drinking some of the water to make the pill go down easier. I walk out of my bedroom and is met with Josh and Eddie talking outside of my office. Eddies face is bright red and Josh just looks at me with a smile.

"Soooo" he starts
"When did you move in?"

"WHAT!" I choke on air

"I accidentally walked in here when I was drunk last night and got very confused when all of your stuff was in here." He laughs before looking at Eddie
"And big guy over here won't tell me when you moved in."

I look at Eddie with a blush
"L-like three months ago."

"THREE MONTHS? That's like the last time we all stayed here."

My face starts to burn as I watch Josh connect the dots

"So you guys moved in together before you started dating? And I'm guessing that you guys were just sharing a bed as friends until one of you guys decided to pop the question?"

"I mean we were basically a couple when I moved in." I look at Eddie, watching as he covers his face with his hands. I start to worry if he's embarrassed to tell Josh that I'm living with him

"Why didn't you guys tell us?"

"We just wanted to be on the low for a bit."

"That's understandable. Do you want me to keep this a secret?"

"No, I don't mind." I once again look at Eddie
"Do you?"

He just shakes his head no. Josh nods his head before walking off. I feel my stomach drop once I realize that Eddie still isn't looking at me. I knew that he was embarrassed to tell anyone. I let out a Shakey breath before walking back into our room.

I sit with my head shoved between my knees  for a few minutes before I hear the door open.

"What's wrong?" Eddie's voice is soft

My hand starts to shake as tears slowly fall down my cheeks. I can't even force myself to look at him.

"Baby, what happened?" He sits at the end of the bed
"Why are you crying?"

"Sorry for telling Josh that I moved in with you." I pull my knees to my chest

"It's okay, they were going to find out anyway. If you think I'm mad I'm not." He places his hand on my knees but I quickly push it away

"Then why didn't you tell him? And why Didn't you look at me at all? It made me feel like you're embarrassed to say that I moved in with you." I look him in the eye

"Aw, Gaege.." he slowly moves his hand to my leg but stops himself. I take his hand and rest it on my knee
"I didn't tell Josh myself because he just randomly asked me. Once he dragged me to your office I just froze. And I didn't look at you because I didn't want you to see how much I was blushing. I'm so sorry that made you feel like I was embarrassed. I love that you live with me, it's the best thing to ever happen."

I pull him into a hug.

"God, I'm so stupid." I wipe the tears off my face
"Sorry for always assuming the worst."

"It's okay. I'm glad that you talked to me about it." He hugs me tight

"Me too."

"Should we go out so we can get breakfast?"  Eddie asks as he pulls away from the hug

"Sure."

We walk out of our room and into the kitchen. Everyone is already awake and eating breakfast. Someone made pancakes so I decided I take one and start to eat it.

Eddie's pov:

I smile as I watch Gaege take a bite out of a pancake. I sit with the rest of the guys at the table. They all instantly look at me.

"Soooo, Gaege moved in?" Grant smiles

"Josh I thought you said that you wouldn't tell anyone?"

"I didn't." He throws his hands up

"I found it this morning." Mully says
"I got tiered of sharing a room with Josh and thought I could move all of my stuff to the spare but I quickly realized all of Gaege's shit in there."

"O-oh." I blush

"Guys, don't forget that we have a recording to do today. It our last one because Josh and Mully leaves tomorrow." Gaege says as he walks closer to the table

"Fuck, I forgot. When do we have to leave?" Grant asks

"Like, now."

We all rushed up to put our plates away and get our shoes on before walking out the door. We quickly rushed our way to the studio to film our video.

After our recording we went back home and all went to bed. In the morning Josh and Mully packed there things and left with Grant to go to the airport.

The house was once again quite, a nice quiet. I was sitting with Gaege watching some show that he picked out. It's not something that I like but if he enjoys it then I'll enjoy it with him. Imy head is resting on his lap as he plays with my hair. I look up at him and smile. He so focused on the TV that he doesn't even notice that im staring at him. He's so cute and I love him..I love Gaege. Is it to soon for me to tell him that? I don't think so. I've loved him since day one.