Hug Hater (Goob x shrimpo fan-fiction)

chapter 11 - knife skills

Warning more self harm and gore HEAVILY, if u have a weak heart from this chapter forwards this story might be rough for you, you have been warned

Goobs pov:

For the entirely of that day after he rejected me i did mot leave my room once, i was incredibly hungry but i was too gutted inside to move. I just layed thhere in my bed in a puddle of tears, scraps was right how could i have been so stupid, My heart is weak and now its basicly a fine dusted powder its so broken. After all our elevator missions, our time spent together, and our memorys we made, all out the window. Does he think im gross, why does he not like me, what did i mess up.

Shrimpos pov:

The water helped me a bit but i still felt bad, what was wrong with me. I tried to get up and i felt to the floor, i got up thanked cosmo and sprout abain for their help and made it back to my room. I collapsed onto my bed in pain, everything sucked and i wanted it to end. When i was in the kitchen i sneakily stole a small knife, it was very small and very sharp to the point where it could effortlessly cut through paper. I sat on my bed debating weather i should do it or not, but since nobody could stop me i let my messed up mind win. I locked the doors and started cuting lines into my arm with the knife, it hurt but made me keep going. I cut more and more lines into my arms to the point where the pain became unbearable ichor was going everywhere and the knife was covered in it. I wanted to cry but i just kept going knowing i somehow deserved the pain. I kept lining and lining until i heard a knock at my door and i popped out my owm reality and relised what i have done luckily it was during autumn so i could where long sleeves without anyone batting an eye so i just put on a long sleeved shirt and opened the door. It was goob.

5 minutes ago

Goobs pov:

Ok i need to ask what and why he rejected me i dont know if this is just cus i want comfermation or help with my state but when i knocked and opened shrimpos door i saw he was in just a bad state of mind. Idk why since he rejected me but ok i guess. "Hey shrimpo" i said shyly neither of us seemed like we wanted to talk but if was nessesary to see what was happening between us. He said hey back and i continued "czn we talk i feel like we have been avoiding eachother" i say, he agrees with me and we go to my room. It was much hotter in my room so i normally walked around with a t-shirt i dont know how shrimpo could where all that and not get hot. I offered to take his sweater but he seemed very quick to deny it, suspicious. We started the conversation and i would say it went ok. Untill i asked him this "ok so where do we stand now are we still friends" i say curiously, he seems nervous to answer. He says "uhm goob i need to tell you somthing, i love you too, im just too worried i will ruin your life because of my trauma and i thought you would start to hate me" i appreciated his honesty but i started to focus on somthing else, the ichor dripping from his sleeves. He was hiding somthing and i had to know, i grabbed his sleeve and pulled it back. He tried to move and hide is arm but i saw everything cuts lining up and down his arm looking like a checkers board. "You... have been doing this to urself...." i said in shock, he tried to come up with an excuse but he did not end up saying a word. I was shocked that he would come to self harm, i knew about his trauma but bot this bad.... he finally had the courage to speak up "im, im sorry goob. This why i said no, im just terrible and you should hate me. Idk why im like this i was ruined by all the people who used to run this place and im genuinely sorry because you should have never been dragged into my issues and, and..." he broke down in tears before he finished his sentence. I knew he had a troubling past but this puts it into perspective. Just like when he orginally broke down i pulled him into a hug and closed my eyes, i hope we can fix these issues together instead of spreading apart like what we did...

Ok done i hope guys enjoyed thay chapter and like i said gore will be more prominent in the later chapters so if u are uncomfortable with that self harm and gore topics then u can leave now. Plz dont i enjoy ur guys company. Cya guys next chapter.