California love

you were the best but u were the worst, as sick as this sounds i loved him first

I woke up the next day the happiest man alive!!!
It was like I had never felt better
I  quickly lost that feeling when we had to qork for the project.. we were really grinding this week.. we wanted to get it fisnhed so that we could enjoy the last few weeks of summer before hopefully passing and getting in second year..

It's 3am now and we finally submit  the project "lesss go" Nina says lifting her hands up She's exhausted.. so am I. "We should clean up and sleep" i say.. and she nods "how about a brek" she says and I nod putting my head down and before we know it we're both asleep... we woke up in the morning to mom turning on the blender
"Morning" she says as we both groaned
"Did u pull an all nighter" Laurel asked and we both nodded.
"Here" she hands us coffee and fruits
"Oh I love you thank u" Nina says chugging her coffee I do the same.
"Hey" I ask her and she looks at me
"Yeah?" She asks
"Can I take u on rate today" I whispers her face lights up and she blushes before nodding..
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Jere comes down..
He's upset
"Hey" I say "wassup"  I aks he freezes..
I look around.. everyone's looking me.. "what did we miss?" Nina whispers I shrug.
Jer just walks away..
"Him and belly had a fight, belly hasn't come home.. she called and told me that she's with taylor" Laurel said once Jeremiah walked away...

Belly came back the next few hours when I was getting ready for my date with Nina..  she entered my room I was shirtless..
"Hey conrad" she said I didn't replied..
"Did u know abt me and jere" she asks I nod
Looking through my shirts and slipping a white shirt on "did he tell wht the fight was abt?" She asked and I looked up, "because of u conrad! Because I love you" she said and I paused what the fuck is wrong with her
"What?" I ask and she blinks up at me
"Because I am feral for u, and when u were going through it I felt like I lost u and made it all abt it me rather then being with u... and I made a mistake.. but I never stopped wanting u I could never stop wanting u" she says and I laugh "if u loved me then why cheat on me?" I ask.. and she looks down "please conrad can't we go back..." She says
"Go back.. sure belly I want you go back!!!"  I say and belly looks up at me "really.." She asks
"No why would I go back to dating u!!!" I say walking away.. I fix my hair and knock before entering Nina's room.
"U ready" I ask..
"Not going"  she says my smile drops..
"Wht why, is smt up?" I aks and she looks at me her eyes watery "what's up is I just heard u say u want to go back to way things were with belly" she says angrily
"You know it's ny fault, I should have known better" she says she gose to find a makeup wipe and take of her makeup I snatch it out of her hands "did u miss the part where I said in your dreams"  I yell and she looked away.  "I don't want anything to do with belly. She's was the on I loved first and as sick as this sounds.. she will always hold a place in my heart as the first girl I loved and the first gril who completely utterly betrayed me! But u... u are the pne I love the one I chose to move on with ok..." I say and she smiles nodding before kissing me.. I kiss back smiling.  "Ready to go now?" I ask and she nods..