Hell Can be Our Home (RadioApple)

Chapter 11

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Alastor is sitting on the corner very drunk with a bottle but nobody will dare to wake past him. "Alastor what the fuck happened to you?" He looks up and sees Vox. "Oh hey! Why do you care! Last i checked which was uh, um.. at some time ago yoooou hate me!" "Alastor ive never seen you like this..." Alastor laughs "i fucked up Vox! I fucked up soooooooooo bad!" Vox gets more and more worried. "So so so i was dating Lucifer right? And living at the hotel and all that shit weeeell i was fighting these dudes that were trying to get in and get this get this." He drinks more "i want to do dat thing where i rip out their hearts right?" He laughs almost falling over. "This the funny part.. weeeelll..."

~flash back~

Alastor and Lucifer are fighting. "This is fun! Babe!" "It is fun to take it slow! Gives you the chance to really get the feel for this!" He goes to shove his hand through the mans chest and grab his heart but right as he does Charlie is pushed infront of him and he rips out her heart instead.

His eyes widen and he goes speechless. She looks at him. "..Al..?" Lucifer looks. "NOOOOO!!!" He runs to her and hugs her. "Baby..? Baby..? Charlie...! My sweet baby girl my sweet Appleseed..." Alastor drops her heart. "I..i didnt mean to...!" "GET OUT!!" "Lucifer please please i didnt mean to Lucifer...! Im sorry!!" Tears streaming down his face. "Im so sorry!!" Hes trembling.

Lucifer pushes him so hard he flies away hitting the ground. "I SAID LEAVE!!" Alastor winces pushing himself up. He looks at him. "Lucifer... please... please... listen to me please dont do this i need you... I promise i didnt mean to please!" "LEAVE ALASTOR."

Alastor runs away quickly crying. He cant hold it back her face is burned into his mind. He falls deep in the forest. He cries on his hands and knees. "..no no no no why...!" He looks at the blood on his hand. "Im a monster im a horrible pathetic monster...!...Charlie... i... im sorry im so sorry..." he curls up on the ground crying. "..I have lost everything..."

Hours later he is leaning against a tree. Hes staring up at the sky silent. He hears a whisper. It sounds like his voice. "Kill yourself. Shell come back, the universe will bring her back. You just need to die. Die Alastor do it. Kill yourself. You dont deserve to be alive anymore. Dont you want her to be alive again? She was innocent. You told her you loved her. She thought you loved her how could you do this to her? Kill yourself. Do it do IT DO IT!!"

Alastor gets up and walks to the liquor store grabs 5 bottles then sits on the corner and gets drunk. He wants to be completely drunk so he doesnt have any way of stopping himself from completing it.

He lays back on the sidewalk laughing. "Isnt that soooo funny!? Right!? I lost everything!!" He laughs. "How come you not laughing this is funny ha ha!" Vox stands there horrified. "Alastor..." Alastor gets up "its okay! I got a plan!" He burps. " oops that was gross! I have a plan to to to fix everything." Vox sighs and picks him up. "Hey let go!" "No Alastor.." he carries him to his place. Alastor just laughs.

Vox lays him down. "You're fucking with the plan! I need to doooo iiiiit!!" "what is it??" "i cant tell yooou, its a super duper surprise secret! youll youll youll really like it!" "..okay just uh.. im coming with.." "what ever you say you colored screen!" He walks off. He can still walk in a straight line somehow. "Come come come!! Its down here!!" He walks to the forest again. "Alastor where are we going??" "Come come!" "Alastor slow down how are you so fast!" They walk deep into the woods to a beautiful tree." He sits underneath it. Vox sits next to him. "This is beautiful." He looks around then at Alastor. When he looks at Alastor he sees Alastor making very a deep cut on his throat. "Alastor no!!"

He laughs as he uses his shadows for keep him away his blood pours onto his chest and the ground. "Alastor stop!!!" "No! I cant i was told she would be saved! I need to save her she needs saved! Shell be okay again!" He is at his bone. Vox gets by the shadow and tackles him, grabs the knife then throws it. "Shit shit shit fuck you fucking idiot!!" Alastor lays there laughing. "She will.. come home..." Vox tears up he cant do anything to save him. "Do something for me..?" "What is it Al.." "take Lucifer my cane so he knows i did it. I did it for him.. i did it.. for her..." "...okay Al..."