I didn't know,
That it could hurt this much.
That my tears would flow,
Just like a waterfall,
When you told me,
'It should have worked.'
Meaning that you shouldn't be.
It's like being stabbed in the heart.
Do you know what it feels like?
It's like everything is falling apart.
Oh please don't leave me.
I wouldn't make it without you.
Please listen to my plea.
I cannot do this without you.
You've made it this far,
One, two, three, does it matter?
Yes it leaves it's scars.
But you're still alive.
I didn't know,
That it could hurt this much.
That my tears would flow,
Just like a waterfall,
When you told me,
'It should have worked.'
Meaning that you shouldn't be.
It's like being stabbed in the heart.
Do you know what it feels like?
It's like everything is falling apart.
That's gotta mean something,
You got past these suicide attempts,
You must cut that string,
The string that is holding you back.
Don't let it control your mind,
Don't hold it over yourself,
Because... it is not kind.
It will only tear you apart.
I didn't know, as my eyes begin to smart,
That it could hurt this much.
That my heart would be torn apart.
What were you thinking?
The time you decided to say,
'I didn't want to say goodbye...'
Oh the tears I couldn't keep at bay.
How could you do this?
Does it matter about me?
Without you, everything would be amiss.
Why did you try?
You've asked me not to.
Please, just tell me why.
Oh this hurts so much.
Every time I think about it,
My heart shatters once again.
And I fall into a dark pit.
I don't understand.
What about those who love you?
I do not understand.
I didn't know, as sobs wreck me,
That it would hurt this much.
Was that going to be,
The last night you saw me if it worked?
Did that even matter?
Dear God, why did you do this?
My shattered heart pieces scatters,
Scatters in the unheard sentences,
'I didn't know it would hurt this much.'
'I didn't want to feel this pain.'
YOU ARE READING
The Battle Roars. The Scars Multiply. The Pain Never Ends.
PoetryThis is just a bunch of poems I wrote when I was in a bad place. You might relate to it. It's about struggles and thoughts and thing. And it's just the honest truth about things. You might see lines repeated. Probably 'cause I liked them a lot, hehe...
