The Battle Roars. The Scars Multiply. The Pain Never Ends.

Within

Should I take a look inside?

Should I open my mind up wide?

Should I take the chance?

Should I take a glance?

What will I see within?

What’s under all my sin?

What is beyond the war?

What will happen when I pry open the door?

All these questions are within my mind,

All these questions make me blind.

As these questions come up again and I see no end,

I fear my brain and thoughts will never mend.

Why am I so broken?

Why can’t I be outspoken?

Then I could say what I need to,

For I feel I will never get through.

If I could always say what I needed to say,

Then I wouldn’t be so far astray.

I wouldn’t be so broken and confused.

I wouldn’t feel oh so abused.

Should I take a look inside?

Should I open my mind up wide?

Should I take the chance?

Should I take a glance?

What will I see within?

What’s under all my sin?

What is beyond the war?

What will happen when I pry open the door?

What is under all my pain?

Have all my battles been in vain?

All I want to do is fall,

For I can no longer crawl.

I ran for a long time,

I felt all I could do was climb,

Then I became tired within,

And began to feel that I will never win.

I don’t think I can do this for very long,

I don’t want this to be life long,

Why can’t there ever be an end?

I can no longer ascend.

Should I take a look inside?

Should I open my mind up wide?

Should I take the chance?

Should I take a glance?

What will I see within?

What’s under all my sin?

What is beyond the war?

What will happen when I pry open the door?

I feel that I will forever be defeated,

It would be easier if I was just deleted.

I wish I could be free from within me,

Instead, I will forever have to flee.