Are you the one who is always there,
Are you the one who will always swear,
Swear that you will be there for them,
Are you their one and only gem?
They only see your “constant” smile,
They do not see your never ending trial.
I’m sorry my dear friend,
I could not see an end,
Please listen to this desperate plea,
I do not want my life to be.
I do not want you to see me like this,
I do not want you to see me in my abyss.
Just walk away, don’t look back.
My mind is under attack.
I cannot keep these thoughts at bay,
Just leave me, let me decay.
These thoughts you will never see,
I’ll be fine, don’t worry about me.
Are you the one who is always there?
Are you the one who will always swear,
Swear that you will be there for them?
Are you their one and only gem?
They only see your “constant” smile,
They do not see your never ending trial.
You’re the one there to give a hug,
Your joy, is like a drug.
You’re the one there for them to rant to.
You’re the one who will remain true.
Are you the one that will get hurt?
Are you the one dropped like dirt?
You’re the gem they always wanted,
In the end you’ll get daunted.
What’s the point in life?
It’s always interrupted by a knife.
Are you the one who is always there,
Are you the one who will always swear,
Swear that you will be there for them,
Are you their one and only gem?
They only see your “constant” smile,
They do not see your never ending trial.
Just leave me alone,
It’s not like you could’ve known,
I’m the always happy one.
I get it, you’ve won.
Leave me to my pain,
Let me drown in my brain.
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The Battle Roars. The Scars Multiply. The Pain Never Ends.
PoetryThis is just a bunch of poems I wrote when I was in a bad place. You might relate to it. It's about struggles and thoughts and thing. And it's just the honest truth about things. You might see lines repeated. Probably 'cause I liked them a lot, hehe...
