Deviance

Chapter 14

Flashing lights. Music pumping so loud that the speakers might blow any minute. Half-naked humans grinding on other half-naked humans sloppily. That is what I expected from a club that Tiras would want to go to. But I was dead of the mark.
Elegance. Minimalistic yet dripping in opulence. Those are the words I would use to describe The Fallen Club.
The bouncer at the door didn't hesitate to let us in. But I am getting used to getting treated like a queen whenever I am in Tiras' presence. I also wasn't surprised when Tiras walked straight into the VIP room and lead me to the darkest booth in the back corner of the room.
There is a server at our booth before my ass properly hits the plush leather cushions. And before I can properly settle in, our two grape juices arrive at the table.
"The service you receive is crazy. People really want to please you, huh?" I smile as I look into his dark pools.
"You are one to talk, my little deviant. I would cut my own throat if it made you happy. I don't think you realise what power you hold over people."
"Fucking liar! Most people wouldn't even piss on me if I was on fire."
What the hell is he going on about? People definitely don't react to the two of us in the same way. He is a king. A god. I am the peasant. The gum on the bottom of your shoe.
"Were you extremely unattractive or overweight when you were a child?"
His question catches me off-guard but the pure curiosity shining in his eyes compels me to answer him.
"I was more on the plump side, yes. Couple that with severe facial acne. How did you know?" I look away from him.
I am still uncomfortable talking about my past. Me losing my virginity so late in life wasn't completely my own choice. No man looked at me twice until I lost some weight, grew tits and got clear skin.
I used to be extremely insecure, and it has gotten better but I still don't love the way I look. "Your low self-esteem gave it away and the fact that I've seen you naked, baby."
My heart stopped. My stretch marks have never even crossed my mind whenever we've fucked. I am mortified! Utterly mortified!
I move away from him as my cheeks burn a bright red. My mind starts reeling down a dark hole. An endless abyss. How the fuck was he able to stay hard, let alone cum while staring at the white scars covering my body? Was this all some elaborate prank to him? Make me fall in love and then laugh in my face when he left me?

My breathing becomes rapid as panic starts setting in. I feel like I can't fucking breathe! "No, you don't..."
Tiras wraps his strong arms around my waist and pulls me into his lap. I immediately bury my face into his warm chest, seeking comfort.
"You don't ever move away like that from me again. Whenever your mind goes to that dark place it just went to, you don't shut me out, Auburn." His whispers in my ear starts to calm me.
"That's my good girl. Breathe... I'm not going anywhere."
He rubs soothing circles over my back. After a few more seconds, I have completely calmed down.
I pull away from him just enough so that I can stare at this man in awe. No one has ever been able to bring me back from the brink of a panic attack like that – fucking no one! I usually have to lock myself in the bathroom and pretend to take a shower while I pull oxygen into my pathetic fucking lungs.
"Thank you." Is all that I can say to him.
His lips tip up into a gentle smile.
"Like I was saying, I would do anything for you, my little deviant."
I kiss him gently on the lips. I think I'm fucking screwed... There is no way I can ever let him go. He's fucking mine now, just as much as I am his.
"And for the record, I fucking love your stretch marks, baby. They remind me how hard you worked to look as mouthwatering as you do. My dick gets hard just thinking about them..."
As if to prove his point, his hips thrust upward so that I can feel the bulge in his pants.
And there he has gone and done it again... Fuck, I am going to have a perpetually wet pussy as long as he is around.
I start palming his ginormous erection as my lips find his again. But the kiss isn't sweet like before. It's pure fire and I turn molten as his tongue explores my mouth.
A small voice in the back of my mind reminds me that we are in public, so I break the kiss. "Something wrong?"
His brows furrow in concern.
"We are in a club, Tiras. Everyone can see us." I say shyly.
"It's too dark for anyone to see anything. Besides let them watch, I'll just gauge out their eyes later."
His hand tangles in my hair and pulls my face towards his again. This time he dives into my neck, teasing the sensitive skin there.
"I don't think I am ever going to get tired of pleasing you." I smile as I rub my pussy on his thigh while palming his erection. I had to do something to relief the aching between my thighs.
"I can say the same."