Dear Matthew | Letter Eight

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Dear Matthew,

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but I need someone to talk to. Last night, August 29th, 2024, there was an active shooter scare at Disney's Magic Kingdom. A fight broke out, and the sound of a balloon popping called widespread panic and a stampede. I have DCP friends down at Disney, Matthew, and I hate that they experienced that, not me.

What has the world come to? With the amount of gun violence in the USA, it's no surprise that a popping sound would cause panic. I can't imagine what those poor people, guests, and my friends went through.

When I first started college at Greenville Tech, there was a bomb threat, so the school sent all of us home. I never thought about it again until last night because it was terrifying. Mom and Dad believe I have unresolved anger, and I know why now: I'm angry at the world, I'm still angry at you, and I hate that compared to other people, I'm lucky. I feel guilt, Matthew, and I know I shouldn't, but I do. I kept quiet about my concerns today because it's Mom's birthday, and I didn't want to ruin it. I emailed her about the active shooter scare instead of texting. I don't know if she'll read it, but we'll see.

Because of that Disney incident, I've been a nervous wreck today. I haven't eaten much, and I'm trying to contact my friends to ensure they're okay. I won't sleep until I know they are. I didn't perform my best at work today, but luckily, my supervisor gave me time to process everything. What if that was a real gun, Matthew? What if I lost all my DCP friends last night? What about next time? Nevertheless, what can I do about gun violence? Rally, sure, but with how things are in the US, I don't believe that will help too much.

Thank you for listening to me, Matthew. I feel a little better now that I got that off my chest. Dad and Tee are coming for the day tomorrow, so I'll ensure to keep a straight face. I must be brave, let the incident go, and move on. Nothing happened, but I can't imagine the psychological trauma those people have now. Who wants a memory of running from an active shooter at Disney World? No one, that's who.


- Your little sister,

Vika

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