Trapped within

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A constant feeling of tension coursing through the veins
No two braincells can agree to work on the same lanes
Reaching out to something more foreign
This waiting time is all that needs to shorten

A lot of pent up energy and emotions spark the nerves
Feeling every inch of myself, much more than I'll ever deserve
Sensing every little twitch and shiver
The things I feel make me want to become your sinner

Stuck in my own skin, making me feel claustrophobic
So eager to escape it, the pain, I'm far from stoic
My lips feel so lonely with nobody to kiss them
My hands are so cold with nobody to hold them

Sending all my love but nobody's on the receiving end
Like a broken machine, I can no longer pretend
It's not like I can wait for my batteries to die out
I run on an endless power supply, I just know there's no doubt

The names I wish to hear will keep stabbing my heart
As precise as an arrow, as sharp as a dart
My brain's chemistry altering as we speak
May this be the time where I must accept defeat?

*Truekindredspirits*

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