My Cloud and My Lotus

Chapter 22: Lost

Nie Huaisang opened his eyes and looked around as he was on a bed, were is he? The door suddenly opened it was Zizhen holding a bowl with a cloth.

"Leader Nie!"

He spoke running towards him, placing the bowl on a small table. He looked happy to see him, he wanted to know what happened? wasn't he with Xichen-ge and Jiang-xiong? Then he was in his clan seeing the death of his brother.

"Zizhen, what happened?"

He asked, Zizhen smiles drops when he asked that question. His eyes went on the wooden floor and back at him and started to speak.

"You ang young master jiang suddenly fainted, same with Sect leader Lan, but he recovered soon after.."

'The three of us fainted suddenly?!' He thought inside his head, he looked at the table were the bowl with cold water was placed.

"What is that for?"

He asked pointing at the table.

"Oh, the physician said that you got a high fever. Are you feeling alright now?"

He asked with a smile, Huaisang didn't knew he was sick. He touched his forehead he wasn't fuming hot. But Zizhen then touched his forehead and spoke.

"I'll tell Master Wei that you are fine now, and past self of Master Wei as well."

Zizhen said leaving the room, as the door closed. Only after a few moments Wei Wuxian and Wei Ying came in.

(Wei Wuxian is the future self and Wei Ying is the past self.)

"Nie-Xiong!"

Both said as they came in the room only a couple of moments, Sizhui followed his mother inside as well as Lan Wangji.

"Are you alright Wei-Xiong?"

Asked Wei Ying, he then sat on the bed, as Wei Wuxian stands seeing his younger self worried for his friend. Wished that the three of them are still together.

"What happened?"

Wei Wuxian said taking a seat.

"Yeah what happened Nie-Xiong? The three of you A-Cheng and Zewu-jun suddenly fell on the ground."

Said Wei Ying, as he played down on the bed.

"I don't know?"

Wei Wuxian smirked, of course his 'I don't know' is there.

"Did you dream something?"

He asked and Nie Huaisang's eyes widen he looked down and gripped the blanket on his lap and spoke.

"I saw... I saw... my brother... my brother... stabbing himself... and I cried..."

Nie Huaisang said as he looked up with teary eyes, he started to sniff.
Wei Wuxian could sense something is clearly off he looked at Lan Wangji who gave a nod. They saw how Nie Mingjue was killed, and how he was a fierce corpse.

A loud screamed could be heard on the next room, it sounded like Jiang Cheng. They all immediately went into his room, with Nie Huaisang who was limping a little. They then saw Jiang Cheng standing g on his bed, he was all sweaty and looked so traumatized.

"What The Fuck..... the Fuck.... what the Fuck is happening!"

He screamed at them as Jingyi was on the side seeing his mother's past self in a situation like this. Broke him he doesn't know what to do...

"No... everything must be a lie everything!"

"No!"

"Jiang Cheng!"

Wei Wuxian yelled walking over to him. The younger looked so traumatized, like he had seen someone kill infront of him.

"Wei Wuxian! My mother! My Father!"

Wei Wuxian's widen when he mention madam yu and Jiang Fengmian. infront of him, the man's hands were shaking rapidly. He was shaking like a child, his hands were wet and cold.

"Calm down Jiang Cheng..."

"What do you mean?! expect me to calm down and bounce back?! My fucking parents were killed by the Wen Clan! My clan! the people! even fucking Ass children were killed Wei Wuxian! you expect me to calm down?!"

He yelled at him, Jiang Cheng was anxious.

"They were all killed?! No one was spared!"

He said again. As he looked down he was breathing deeply, he felt like someone has stabbed him.

"Tell me... this isn't true.... right...?"

Jiang Cheng asked hoping everything was a lie was a complete lie a fucking Lie he wants everything g to be a lie. This this must be also a dream. Everything must be a dream, everything was just a dream, that's it everything is a dream, just a fucking Ass dream... He looked at him for some hope that it was fake it was a lie everything is just a play, a relapse. A Nightmare.

"Don't.... don't fucking tell... me i lost... I lost... them....!"

"Not just them... but also Shijie...."

Wow he hadn't said 'Shijie' in a long time, more likely a very long time.. As he was told he lost the right to call YanLi as Shijie...

"No.... No...! Be Fucking Serious! Be Fucking Serious!"

Jiang Cheng yelled pushing him away, Lan Wangji flinch and went to Wei Wuxian's side immediately. Everything is a lie... I wish... I wish everything was too... I could not stand seeing him... them... us... all of us, I can't bear to see us lost someone dear in our hearts.... Everything from the start he expected to be all just a nightmare as well... And not expecting it was to be reality. What happened in the past will stay in the past....

I Hope so...