𝗙𝗟𝗔𝗪𝗟𝗘𝗦𝗦 .ᐟ c.s

⁰¹⁰i feel sick !

💋

❛ but mostly, i hate the way i don't hate you.

not even close. not even a little bit. not even at all ❜

flawless ✷ chris sturniolo !

・┈・┈・┈・┈・┈・┈・┈maxi's pov...💋

. . . 9:40PM IN THE EVENING

      i've got better things to do than be at a stupid high school party, but it's not my fault. poppy dragged me along because she found out noah was going to be there.

of course.

i won't put it past her to not go anywhere she knew noah was going just to get a glance at him. and being the delusional person she is, she's already imagining their kids.

i just don't get it.

how can she like someone that much? expecally when he doesn't really know her and she doesn't really know him more than his looks. so how do butterflies erupt in her stomach every time she looks at him?

yet, sometimes i find myself longing for something like that. to have that undeniable love that makes people sacrifice things for their significant other. i guess i just want to be loved in a way where the person can look past my ugly and still want to be with me.

i'm pulled out of my thoughts once i accidentally get shoved in the back. i twirl around.

the guy who accidentally pushed me has obviously had way too many drinks and isn't able to stand up straight. he's swaying all over the place as his buddies are trying to steady him, a drink in each of their hands.

see, this is why i hate parties. the chaos is sickening.

i turn back to poppy and kay—bridget not able to make it. i think she said her parents didn't allow her to or something like that.