Please Just Stay|| Luke Hemings

Part 5

Alex's pov

"Why can't I just be pretty?" I say to myself after examining my face in the mirror. The only feature that stood out was my bright blue eyes amongst my mascara stained face. My eye where just like my mothers.
I turned hot water tap and decided to look in one of the cabinets for something to scrub my face with. Jesus they had a lot of stuff in these cabinets, my little pony band aids, a Spider-Man doll, a slice of half eaten pizza which is absolutely gross, hair dye and razors.
I went back over to the sink and turned off the hot water. I twirled the razor in my hand. The voices began to talk again. Why can't they leave me alone?

"Do it! Do it! One cut and it will be over. Do it! Do it! " hot tears stared to stream down my face. Maybe I should just end it all. I covered my mouth and started to cry. I didn't want them to hear me downstairs.I'm worthless. My thoughts where suddenly interrupted my a soft knock at the door.

" Alex are you okay in there?" It was Luke he sounded concerned. How long had I been in here ?

"Yeah I'll be down in a minute" I said trying to make it sound like I hadn't been crying.

"Um okay" I heard his footsteps disappear down the stairs. I put the razor back in the cupboard and went over to the sink and quickly washed my face with some soap. I didn't want them to be suspicious. I unlocked the door and tiptoed back down the stairs and into the living room the boys there sitting there but they where no longer watching titanic. They where now watching some sort of cartoon. They where all cuddled up together on the couch. I have to admit they all looked super cute.

"Oh hey Alex" Michael said

"Hi"

Luke turned around and looked at me "Do you want to sit beside me" luke said

"sure"

Calum shuffled over and I took my spot beside Luke.
It was late and I was really tired from all the crying but I desperately tried to keep my eyes open. I wanted to stay awake and enjoy the company for a little longer. I leaned my head against Luke's shoulder. It wouldn't hurt if I closed my eyes for like 5 seconds would it ?
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Luke's pov

"Luke pssttt" I turned my head to see Ashton pointing at Alex. She was fast asleep.

"Aww she's so cute when she sleeps" Calum said in awe . Poking her chubby check. I slapped away his hand protectively

"What do I do? Wake her up?" I said to the other guys. I have never been in the situation and was kind of scared incase she drooled on me.

"No" they all in unison

"Shhhhhhh you're going to wake her up" I said quietly

"Carry her upstairs and put her into the bed in the spare room" Ashton said quietly.
I scoped her up in my arms and started to carry her bridal style up the stairs. She was so small and tiny.

"Hey Luke be careful not to bang her head" Michael chuckled. I opened the spare room door and placed her carefully on the bed like she was some kind of precious doll. I put the blanket over her.
"Goodnight Alex" I whispered and kissed her forehead and turned off the light. As made my way back downstairs I started to grin, at the thought of Alex.
"I'm going to bed to goodnight guys" I said and gave them all a hug. It might sound lame but they're like my brothers. I made my way back up stairs and entered my room it was covered in posters of Blink 182, Green Day, All Time Low and all my other favourite bands. There was a double bed in the middle of the room and a wardrobe in one of the corners. I quickly charged into my Super Man pyjamas, turned off the light and hoped into bed. I tried to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking about the mysterious girl asleep two bedrooms down from me.
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Alex's pov

I slowly blinked my eyes open to reveal a place I've never seen before. It was a bedroom painted white, with a TV and wardrobe. I spring up from where I was sleeping. How did I get here last night. Did I fall asleep? I opened the door and made my way downstairs to where we where last night.
"Hello" I said not sure if anyone was home.
"We're in here" I heard a voice call out I think it was Calum?
I followed the sound of laughter, to a room which I presume was the kitchen. I opened. The door to be hit by the smell of cooking bacon. Then I realised how hungry i was. I took a seat beside Michael. Ashton and Calum where cooking. Luke was at the fridge getting milk.

"Did you have a good night sleep last night?" Michael said

"Yeah I slept like a baby, and you?"

"Oh trust me you're lucky I'm even awake, I normally sleep until 4 then I get up eat pizza and go back to bed" Michael said while half inhaling his cereal. Which made me laugh, which then made him laugh, then I snorted by mistake which made us laugh even harder. It felt good to laugh.
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I have updated finally! I'm going to be making the chapters longer from now on! I hope you like it!