Expectations (a Han Seojun True beauty x male reader story)

Ch 11

Rushing to the kitchen I throw away all of the trash and put the dishes in the sink I starting to wash them quietly singing a song to myself called Mother tongue by Bring me the horizon I doing little dances as well.

I didn't see it coming
But I never really had much faith
In the universe's magic, oh no
Till it pulled us to that time and place, and I'll never forget
When the floodgates opened, we, we cried an ocean
It still has me choking, it's hard to explain
I know you know me, you don't have to show me
I, I feel you're lonely, no need to explain
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue
And yeah, I could be punching
But I always tend to fluctuate
And I feel sick that I'm buzzing; oh, love, I'm in trouble
I'm sorry, but you got me gushing all over the place, and I don't wanna get wet
But I think we're chosen like our fates were woven
And all of those bad choices were left turns on the way
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue
I think best way to explain, it's like
Yeah, kinda like that, but little more
Yeah, all makes sense right like, like, like
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue
So don't say you love me; fala: "Amo"
Just let your heart speak up, and I'll know
No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this
So I wanna hear your mother tongue

Once I'm finished I take a breath only to jump when I hear clapping. I spin around seeing Seojun and I glare at him. "You gave me a heart attack!" He looks a little amused. "Sorry. You have a really nice voice though." My face flushes a bit and I mumble a little shyly. "Singing relaxes me and I was feeling a little stressed about seeing Sungyoon tomorrow." He moves closer saying reassuringly. "You don't have to worry about him. If he tries to do anything I'll beat his face in." I frown slightly at that. "Please don't. I don't want you to get in trouble." He goes to say something but I change the subject. "We should go grocery shopping for your mom." He blinks but nods and tells me to go get ready I immediately running off to my room to change and freshen up. Once I'm ready I head out to the living room skipping over to Seojun's side. "I'm ready." He nods and we head out to a grocery store nearby I bouncing on my feet as Seojun grabs a cart and we start walking through the aisles. After we get everything we need we pay and Seojun grabs the bags before we start to head back towards the house when suddenly a group of guys call out Seojun's name he freezing then looks at me and says firmly. "Run." I quickly book it running after Seojun only to yelp when the hood on my jackets grabbed and next thing I know is I'm being firmly held and there's a knife to my throat. A slight whimper leaves me I seeing Seojun put the groceries aside before he storms over. "Let him go!" The guy holding me tightens his grip pressing the knife against my neck more. "Come any closer Han and I'll slit his throat." I wince slightly looking at Seojun fearfully as he stops in his tracks he saying pleadingly. "Please just don't hurt him." The guy holding me scoffs in amusement. "What is he special or something?" Seojun just gives him a dirty look. "He's my friend." The guy holding me says flatly. "We were your friends too but you turned your back on us. You owe us Han." I whimper as the knife starts to just barely glide a tiny bit over my skin. "Stop! What do you want?" The knife stops moving the guy holding me who I'm guessing is the leader speaks up. "I want you to do something for us." My eyes widen and I immediately say firmly. "Seojun no. Don't do anything he says." I wince and whine when the blade moves a little more across my skin. "Stop it! I'll do it!" I give him a pitiful look. "Seojun don't. I don't want you to get in trouble or anything." I then address the guy holding me. "W.... What if I find some way to pay off Seojun's debt? That way he won't have to do anything illegal." Seojun goes to protest but I'm suddenly being turned around to face the leader who seems to eye me for a moment. "Hmm. You're a pretty thing. Alright you let me have you for a couple of nights and I'll clear Seojun's debt." I swallow anxiously but say before Seojun can speak up. "Deal." He nods and moves his face closer to mine I tensing and shaking as his lips are inches away from mine. Suddenly though I'm being jerked backwards and Seojun's throwing a punch at the leader knocking him to the ground and he stands over him practically growling out. "You ever try and touch him again and I won't hesitate to kill you." I see the other boys starting to advance as I grab Seojun's hand and drag him off we leaving the groceries forgotten. We finally lose them after five minutes and I'm lead back to the house when as soon as we enter Seojun slams the door shut and turns to me angrily. "What the hell were you thinking Skylar?! Were you seriously going to sell yourself over a stupid debt?!" I flinch at his angry tone saying vulnerably. "I don't want you to have to hide and run away or fight every time they come around. So yeah I would willingly give up my virginity as long as it means you're safe." He stares me down hard for a while until next thing I know is I'm being backed up until I hit the wall and Seojun traps me in between his arms. "You listen here. I don't want you selling yourself to ANYONE do you hear me pup?" I feel my face flush at the nickname when his tone turns into a possessive growl. "Do you hear me pup?" I swallow but give an obedient submissive "I hear you." He nods in approval and I'm perfectly aware of how close he is to me our faces inches apart. Swallowing our eyes lock and we get lost in each other's gazes and I see Seojun start to lean in my stomach twisting with butterflies and my heart starts pounding when our lips are inches apart. Only for him to freeze and he jerks away from me like he's been burned my heart shattering as he just storms away. Swallowing back tears I head to my room where I change and lay down I ending up crying myself to sleep.

*next morning*

Waking up the next morning to my alarm I quickly turn it off and get out of bed I grabbing my uniform getting dressed then stuff my tie in my pocket. I leave the room quietly and sneak out of the house I heading to school by myself where I just hang around the gate until I see Jukyung who runs over to me hugging me. "How are you feeling?" I hug her back saying honestly. "Physically I'm fine. Mentally I'm broken." She pulls away looking at me worriedly. "What's wrong?" I sigh a little. "Seojun and I ran into his old dangerous friends and they were going to slice my throat if Seojun didn't do something to repay a debt." I take a shaky breath before continuing. "I didn't want him under their thumb anymore so I offered up my virginity to get the debt wiped clean. Well Seojun grabbed me before I could go with the leader and dragged me home and scolded me then...." Jukyung looks curious. "Then what? You're blushing." I sigh before blurting out in embarrassment. "He almost kissed me." Jukyung's eyes widen as she gapes. "Really?" I nod pitifully. "Yeah he was so close to kissing me but then he just stopped and jerked away from me in disgust and ran away." I suddenly sniffle my heart hurting. "He was so disgusted with me Jukyung. He just immediately ran to his room as fast as possible." She gives me a soothing hug. "I'm sure he wasn't disgusted with you. It's probably a misunderstanding." I grumble a little pitifully pulling away and wipe away my tears when Suho approaches I pulling my tie out. "Will you please tie this for me?" He nods and does as asked then he steps back I wincing when Seojun starts heading over I saying quickly. "I'm leaving I probably won't be in first period." I then run as fast as I can away from Seojun my heart hurting.