What do I know
Very little about anything
Why do I feel
Feeling isn't everything
Or so I've felt
Cause I only know
How to hurt myself
to avoid another pain
How to block out everything
Keep myself restrained
I know I'll always fall
Filled with regret
Waiting for the day
Grim cuts the safety net
Many claim they'll reach out
To lift me
But when I call and cry out
They always go missing
It's damnable, vile, and loathsome,
Falling and breaking , feeling pain
By my lonesome
But the worst has come yet
Call me selfish
But next I fall
I hope y'all can reach me
Because I'm cutting my own safety net