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Maybe there isnt hope

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Tw ed,selfharm,suicidal thoughts, talk about mental health,  emotional topics

Carly's PoV

Char opened her arms and I flew into them and I started sobbing.
"Shh it's okay let it out sweetie let it out" char said which made me sob even more.
I was sobbing so hard my body started shaking.
Char moved me so we could sit on the floor, I sat on her lap and cuddle into her and put my face in her neck. I carried on sobbing.

10 minutes later

I stopped crying and moved away. I realised with how much I was crying I made charlottes white top go see through.
"Oh my god char I'm so sorry" I said feeling guilty because she only had her bra under her shirt.
"Carly it's fine I have one of Mia's hoodies I can put on. I smiled at her then sat on the sofa.
I got my phone and headphones out and turned on my Spotify playlist. I love listening to music because I can relate to the songs.
I just sat there letting the music blast through my head and where my music was turned all the way up I didnt her Marjorie come back.
Until I felt someone tap my shoulder and I jumped.
"My love it's okay it's just me" she said and I took out one of my headphones and left the other in.
Marjorie gave me the crisps and drink and passed char a salad with a bottle of Pepsi. Marjorie had pasta and can of redbull.
I opened the crisps and ate one then just stared at them.
I was snapped out of my thought by char saying.
"Carly are you going to eat" I didn't say anything just looked down.
I couldn't eat I don't know why I just can't.
I looked up and saw Marjorie and char staring at me with worry and empathy on there face.
I couldn't take it I stood up and ran out of the office before char and Marjorie could realise.
I didn't go to the toilets I went to the bike at the back of the nursery.
I sat against the wall and slid down it.
I got my blade and a small bottle of vodka out of my pocket. I chugged half of the vodka and it made me feel abit dizzy.
I then grabbed the blade and pulled up my sleeve on the arm that didn't have as many cuts. I dragged the blade across. I smiled as I saw the blood drip to the floor. I did it again and again and again. Until I started to feel faint. So I drank more vodka and it made me snap out of it so I just sat there drinking the vodka. Once I finished the bottle was nearly empty I heard the door open. Oh fuck.

Charlottes PoV

I saw Carly stand up and run out of the office.
Me and Marjorie looked at eachother and ran out together. We went to the front of the nursery first we checked the car park, then the lane by the nursery, then the rooms, then the toilets. There was only one spot we didn't check the bins out the back. Me and Marjorie looked at eachother then nodded.
We walked out and turned the corner to see Carly with a blood covered arm and stinking of vodka.
"Carly" I said on the verge of tears how did we not notice she got this bad again.
"Char" she said looking away.
"Carly cmon my love" Marjorie said and walked over helping a very drunk and upset Carly stand up. I also walked over and helped Carly walk to the office.
We cleaned up her arm then asked.
"Carly do you want to go home" I said.
"Please" she said so we helped her stand up and put her in the car.

15 minutes later.
We got to Carly's and knocked on the door.
"Hi char Marjorie why is Carly with you stinking of alcohol" her mum said in an angry tone.
"Carly came into work this morning and she was upset we found out she cut herself we cleaned her up then she started eating then stopped we asked why she ran out we Rodin her at the back of the nursery drunk and bleeding" I said hoping her mum won't be angry.
"Drunk at work." She said growing angrier.
"Yes" I said.
"SHES NO DAUGHTER OF MINE DRINKING AND CUTTING HERSELF IN WORK SHES NO DAUGHTER OF MIEN AFTER DOING THAT SHES DOING IT FOR ATTENTION SHES NOT LIVING HERE I DOMT CARE WHERE SHE GOES SHE CAN GO AND APCK HER STUFF RIGHT NOW" she shouted.
I turned and looked at Carly who has completely sobered up and Carly walked part her mum and upstairs.
I followed leaving Carly's mum and Marjorie
"Carly my love let me help you pack okay you can stay with me or Marjorie if she wants" I said and Carly just nodded getting her suitcase from under her bed.
She started chucking her clothes in it.
Then grabbed another suitcase and chimed all her makeup in it. She grabbed her teddys also then grabbed something from under her pillow which I couldn't see. But she chucked it in her suitcase an zipped it up.
She then grabbed a backpack and went to her bathroom.

Carlys PoV

I went to my bathroom.
First I went under my sink and chucked my blades, weed and alcohol in the bottom of the bag. Then put all my shower stuff on top to hide it.

I walked back in the room and grabbed a suitcase and char grabbed the other. I walked down the stairs and to the front door to see a very angry argument.
I walked over to my mum and slapped her in the face. "I fucking hate you" I said and left my suitcase with a very shocked Charlotte and Marjorie.

No other words were said as char and Majorie put my suitcases in the car.

"Carly my love you can stay with me and Reece for a while okay" she said and i muttered a very quiet thank you.

20 minutes later

We got back to Reece and Marjorie's and they got all my bags out of the car.
I saw Reece and smiled then marj helped me bring my bags to there guest room.
"You can stay here my love I don't care how long as long as your safe" she said and I replied thank you and Marjorie left.
I left the suitcase but got my blades weed and alcohol out my bag. There was a bedside table by the bed so I put all the stuff in the bedside table and put some perfumes infront to hide it.

I led on the bed with 2-3 bottles of vodka beside me.
I grabbed one and chugged the whole bottle.
Then I drank another. Then drank half of the other before i saw the door open and in walked a shocked Reece Marjorie and char.

Reeces PoV

I didn't know what happened but all Marjorie said was.
"Self harmed and got drunk in work then went back to her house and her mum kicked her out"
I stood there shocked then Marjorie said
"She's really quiet I'm going to check on her"
Me and char followed.
We walked into Carly chugging vodka with 2 empty bottle beside her.
She looked at us then carried on drinking the vodka.
She finished the bottle and chucked it on the end beside her.
Carly then looked up at us then her eyes started to water.
"I'm sorry" she said slurring her words