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Baby you okay?

Charlotte and autumn are secretly together but how will 1 person find out
Tw⚠️ panic attacks
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Autumns PoV
I woke up next to my girlfriend Charlotte we have been together for 4 months and no one has found out yet.
I slowly sat up in bed and u heard a bang come from outside and I jumped realising that it was the day the bins were emptied so there will be banging. Today wasn't going to be a good day.
Charlotte woke up 5 minutes after me.
"Hey baby" she mumbled in her morning voice.
I walked over and kissed her on the lips.
"Hey my love how did you sleep" I said disconnecting our lips.
"Good what about you" she said sitting up against the head board.
"I slept well thank you" i said sitting up off the bed and going to the wardrobe.
I grabbed her a floral dress, tights, underwear and a bra and chucked them beside her.
"Thank you" she said and stood up and stripped and started getting dressed.
I thought 'how did I get so lucky' then turned around and grabbed my clothes i shut the wardrobe and the bang of it made me jump.
I thought again 'I'm never normally this jumpy"
I got dressed and so did char.
We had breakfast and got in our separate cars and drove to work.
We got there at the same time and the bang of her car door shutting made me jump again.
I walked to the office and just sat down doing my work straight away to try take my mind off the memories of my childhood that started flashing through my mind.
Then a parent walked in.
"EXCUSE ME I NEED TO TALK TO THE BOTH OF YOU" she screamed and I jumped nearly throwing my pen in the air and Marjorie noticed.
"Okay no need to shout" Marjorie said looking at me again.
" NO I WILL SHOUT AND YOU WHY WONT YOU LOOKE AT ME" she screamed at me and I didn't know what to do.
"I'm sorry you can't speak to her like that get out of my office. Now" she said sternly and the parent turned around and walked away.
My breathing started to speed up my eyes started to water my ears started to ring.
No not now not now I thought.
I was having a panic attack I got off of my chair and slowly started backing myself into the corner make myself as small as possible as I started having flashbacks.
I didn't even know what memory the flashback was about it was just all of them building into one and just kept replaying into my mind.
I said multiple times
"Char" and I saw Marjorie grab the phone and ring someone who I expected to be char.
A few seconds later the office door opened and closed. Then someone crouched down infront of me in my like of site but not touching me.
"Baby I'm here" she said.
"Can I hold your hand" I held my hand out and she grabbed it gently rubbing my knuckles with her thumb.
"Okay baby what's 5 things you can see" she said.
"Y-you, our hands, m-my ch-chair, the desk aa-and the d-do-door" I stumbled.
"Good good job 4 things you can touch" she said moving slightly closer to me.
"The floor, y-you, th-the wall and your breath" I said and I slowly started calming down.
"Well done baby 3 things you can hear" she whispered moving closer to grab my other hand.
"Your voice, m-my breath and Marjorie ta-tapping her foot" I said looking at Marjorie.
"Okay well done your doing amazing and 2 things you can smell" she said moving closer so my legs were touching her stomach.
"Your perfume and my perfume" I said and jumped into her arms and started crying again but it wasn't slipping into another panic attack becuase my love was here.
"Shhh I've got you baby I've got you" she whispered into my ear which made me sob more.
After a couple of minutes I calmed down.
"Baby you okay" she said looking at me directly in the eyes.
"No but I'm feeling better because you're here"
I said ignoring Marjorie's stare.
"Sorry to burst the bubble but what's going on" Marjorie said confused. Char looked at me and I nodded.
"Me and autumn are together and have been for 4 months" she said standing up and I grabbed her hand and she sat on the sofa i sat next to her my legs over her lap and my head on her shoulder I couldn't care about being touchy infront of Marjorie I needed the comfort.
"Y-you are together" she stumbled on her words.
"Yes and if you are going to scream get out" I said tiredly.
She nodded and left.
"Baby do you want to go home" I nodded.
She stood up grabbed my stuff and went to Marjorie.
"We are going home for today sorry if that leaves you under staffed" I heard char say she came back to the office then we walked to the staff room and grabbed her stuff then went to her car leaving my car there for the night.

I couldn't be happier I love this women.