(09.07.24)-(09.07.24)
~Somaly Pov~
Would it have to always end like this? Wait, why am I concluding too fast? Malay ko ba, n-na-mali la'ng ng mga choice of words si, no! N-n-no! I still see at the back of my mind how she just caught me by surprise, without forms of hesitation n'yang pinlano 'yon.
I'm already ruminated by her, "s-sabi ko na nga dito la'ng kita ma-ttagpuan." She patted me at my collarbone twice, with regular delays in between, down my kneecaps, "s-sorry naman. Somaly, I didn't mean it." She kept on putting tissues, but no aided and merely, soaked cheeks was found. Mugto ang mata ko.
"Kasi naman, e. Alam mo namang takot ako ro'n," I knew what she's going to say, so I continued, "kahit pa na sabihin mo na magkaro'n ako ng kumpiyansa para sa sarili, a-ay still. He's him, He's into himself, have you heard his vows to mine? Ansabi n'ya, lagot daw ako." I brushed my bristles using my intertwining fingers, parang na-ssukuan at this moment.
"T-tahan na, h-h'wag mo na la'ng s'yang pansinin." Parang nanay ko sa umaga na ang hirap intindihin ang na-peperceive ko ngayong energy sa kan'ya, at sumasabay pa 'tong pananakit ng t'yan. Or baka Diarrhea na ata, dahil third time ko na kahit pa umaga la'ng n-nasugod ako sa comfort room.
I implicitly shooed her, in a nice manner then pointed to my aching tummy, at sinagot muna ang hiling nang kalikasan.
"Sige, ilabas mo 'yan," she was so angelic, I can tell. Hindi ganito makipag-usap si Fian sa kan'ya, for sure! Magkaiba kami ng digri ng relasyon kumpara sa kanya't kay Denise.
Of course, he does. Kasi mukha kong kutong lupa, I swiped from my Tiktok, as I excreted feces, I'm suddenly having my pet peeves, 'cause I can't seem to find those girl power short motivational videos, puro content preferences n-naka sa set sa streamers ng COD at MLBB. I badly neet it right now!
Luckily, they had their tub, 'cause I was that sort of girl to feel at ease when taking a bath while the faucet is running freely, I don't know. 'Di ako maka-iri nang 'di na-rrinig ang patak, at daloy ng tubig ng nawasa.
Was this the law of karma? Napa-ismir ako, laki kasi ng tubo ng mineral water, I forgot to bring my flask, ordered from Lazada,na pina-grab ko pa via Lalamove, kasi gusto ko I had it the very first day, then all of a sudden bumagyo.
Sumuka muna 'ko bago lumagok ng tubig. The foul odor of a dead cockroach, still bombarded my fine and still functioning olfactory. Bago lumagok ng tubig, nabara pa ng kaunti 'yung Diatabs sa pharynx ba whateverr! Kung kaya't pinagpatuloy ko ang pag-lagok. Fian was approaching,
He's bowing, napa-kapit ako sa Rectangular column, with Matcha-like paint, solo ang building for comfort room, though merong isang powder room sa taas, rows of rooms for grade 10, ay napa-babalita na may bullying n-nagaganap doon, foretold by the testimonials, that I just read sa isang confession page ng school namin. Quotang-quota si Fian doon, lahat sila, sang-kaban, sang-libutan, ang binibigkas sa ibaba't dulo ng status n-naka-italicized, Fian mahal kita.
But I'm not going over the board, there's a leak, hacker had it traced, not sure, or baka group chat. Na-uunhide nila 'yung sa kung sino man ang-OP for that particular post.
I knew it, pag-matagal n'yang nakatitig kahit na hindi s'ya nag-aangat, ay alam kong kina-ssuklaman n'ya 'ko. Nakalimutan kong nag-ttago nga pala 'ko, "F-Fian! S-saglit!"
"Ito ba 'yung autistic na 'yon Fian, 'yung pakilamera sa buhay mo, taong building blocks ng kulugo?" Said by a random, the who! Very rude, "Hmmp, eh mas maganda pa nga mga Indonesian dito eh."
"Problema mo sa kanila?" Parang 'di ikinatuwa nang dalagita ang biglaan kong rebut.
"You! The AUDACITY," nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa nagawa n'ya, at napapa-haplos ako ngayon sa pisngi. "My name is Duna, and DON'T YOU DARE COME ANY CLOSER SA KAN'YA! Did you hear me! Huh!" Fian help me, please! "Well, may issue la'ng s'ya that's why he's ought to dwell outside from our league, need n'ya muna mag-settle for now sa lesser league, or better yet the least, as in least. Like, AHHHH!" Yelled her. "At, ba't ba may nakapasok na amag dito sa Academe? G-guard, hulihin n'yo nga 'to!" Pinan-lilisikan ako nito ng mga mata, kung 'di pa 'ko lalamunin nang lupa, ay for sure willing na willing ang Duna na 'to, na ibaon ako 6 feet deep beneath, ayos la'ng naman sa 'kin, basta ba may ma-lalagalag na mga hinog na mangga, kapag nag-tagal ako.
