It started out with a kiss

HEADCANONS

A/N- I thought i would do a chapter on this in case you want me to make other chapters about them just to fill in the gaps for when you're waiting because I've been going through stuff and I've been very busy and don't have a lot of time to write actual chapters so if you read these and want me to make any of them into any sort of like filler chapters then just put which one in the comments and i might try and get to it. I have a feeling though that no one is actually going to read this or put any in the comments but i need more ideas for things to write so yeah.

AUTUMN HEADCANONS

- Is a bit of a stress smoker, if she doesn't have access to alcohol she will smoke and sometimes it's not just cigarettes it's any time of thing she can smoke but that's only when it's really bad as it was a habit from when she was younger.

- Will get really clingy when fully drunk, like you can't move if she's on you or she'll get upset.

- Didn't believe in love until Winter

- She wrote a lot of poetry when she was younger as she used to use it to express how she was feeling that day it was like another version of the diary it just was put into a different form of words. 

- Sometimes she still believes that the abuse she got from her father when she was younger was her own fault as r0g3r would always tell her and Reece that he was only doing it to teach them how to stay in their place, he stopped abusing them as much as they got older because they 'finally learnt where they stand with him' . 

- Would write Reece and Mia letters while they weren't speaking but never sent them off because she thought they wouldn't respond, she would also write letters to her mum but never sent them off either because they didn't know where she was.

- Had very unhealthy ways of dealing with how she was feeling during her teenage years and that's wear her love for alcohol came from, she felt it was a way to numb the pain that she was feeling but over the years she began to drink more and more because her body gained a high tolerance from alcohol and now it just doesn't have the same affect which is why she now uses a lot of violence to deal with problems.

- She also uses violence as an answer because it's all she ever grew up around.

- Has flashbacks very often about her childhood which causes her to shut down but not a lot of people know about them because Autumn being Autumn decided to keep all of them feelings hidden away.

- She was actually a very happy before she stopped talking to Reece and wasn't always as private as she is now, her happiness ended around the time her and her brother stopped talking because he was the only thing keeping her happy.

- Secretly has tattoos dedicated to Mia and Reece because of how much they had helped her but they are hidden and the only person who knows about them is Winter. 

- I believe there was a point in her life where she wanted to end it all, but Reece then made her go out to hang with him and Mia and when she got back she didn't want to do it anymore but she keeps the letters she wrote to the hidden away and she reads them whenever she she wants to get her emotion out because they make her cry realizing how much she has changed and how much people truly love her now.

- She used to own a polaroid camera and she kept every photo she ever took with Reece and Mia and she put them all in a scrap book and wrote messages about what each photo meant and where it was taken and all of those sort of things but she's to scared to look at it anymore because she doesn't want to get upset about the time the trio missed out on.

- Was scared of Reece at one point because while he was around 16-17 he was resembling his father a lot and she was scared he was going to turn into him and this for me i imagine was around the time of the prom incident as well which is why Autumn was so hurt by it because in that moment she believe Reece had actually become R0g3r and so she didn't talk to him anymore as well and why she never reached out to him.

WINTER'S HEADCANONS

- Makes sure Autumn feels loved because he knows that she didn't experience a lot of it when she was younger.  

- Was super close with his parents until they both found out he was working in a nursery and they stopped talking to him because they thought the job was ' just for women ' and that it was 'too feminine'

- Knows how to deal with Autumn's panic attacks because he used to have them a lot as a child because he was bullied a lot.

- Was very academic and came out of year 11 with 6 grade 8s, 4 grade 9s and 1 grade 7. He then further continued into sixth form where he left with 3 A Levels in childcare, science and Psychology. 

- Learnt how to cook well because it's his love language being able to share his creations with other people and he wanted to be able to give his food away to people and families who couldn't afford to cook all the time or families with parents who worked long hours and didn't have time to cook because his parents worked late and he had to learn how to cook for himself as well.

- Will always tag the books that he reads so that he knows what themes, key moments and upsetting things happen at each time in the book so when he reads it to Autumn or when Autumn reads it herself he/she knows what parts to skip so it doesn't trigger her from things in her past.

- Can always tell when Autumn has had a bad day and knows exactly how to comfort her.

- I he can't meet Autumn for lunch one day for any reason he will always make sure to make her a lunch for work and he'll leave a cute note in it anytime he does have to so she knows that he's never too far away and that he's always there and so she knows how much he loves her.

A/N- I feel like i haven't done enough for Winter, also Autumn is one of my comfort characters and so i feel like I've based a lot of her ones off of me because i feel very similar to her in a way from what she has had to go through and stuff we know about her now. Anyway if you've read it all i hope you liked them because they are just a few of the ones I've got, I'm sure I've got more somewhere in my head but I'm a bit too drunk and tired to think of them right now