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I hired a planner, and she is so perfect it shocks me every single time.

The wedding is near.

I'm so excited.

My wedding day. Oh, and I have a choice. But do  i? Do I truly have a choice? Did I ever? No.

At first, I didn't, but that's okay. I've healed. I've accepted the fact that I didn't get to have a fiance or experience the first date or the first time meeting because the first time we met I wore my old red dress with my parents and met him and his parents.

I've come to terms with the fact that over this past year, my life changed drastically.

I'm still mad. i never got my dog back.

Over this past year, I've completely turned my life around. I've not smoked weed every single day, but I have quit school. But that's okay because Mama is a girl behind you💜

Sorry.

I've been kidnapped,
arranged into a marriage,
my best friend was killed by my husband,
my husband chained me to a bed,
I set a fire in my own house to go out for a bit, and a guy asked me for a blowjob in an old diner.
I went to a party, and my husband showed up in a matter of seconds.
I found out my wedding ring will kill me if it's removed.

I also got a pink gun!!

My mind stops. The spoonful of cereal stops midway on its way to my mouth, and I stop chewing for a second.

I didn't hand in my essay.

I just vanished.

When I open my laptop and log into my school email, it's immediately full of emails.

Gosh, it's like Mrs Jones had a chokehold on me.

There's like a 100 saying if I don't do it, I'll fail...

Oh.

O,  well.

I miss my school days. They were the best days of my life,  I realise.

No,  I have to actually think about having kids. Gross.

It's nice to look back at the old times.

Anyways, Valentino is coming back TODAY!!

I've missed him so much; even though it's only been like 3 days.

He's coming back in a few hours, and I thought I'd take him out to dinner!

Maybe Burger King or something, actually no. It's too expensive maybe we should go to MCDONALDS! my love for mcdonalds is forever infinite!

So, I should probably get dressed as im literally in the most craziest outfit.

It consists of:
Fluffy socks,
Valentinos insanely comfy sweatpants,
A baby tee that is a photo of shrek,
My cup that I got specially printed to have a photo of Austin Butler on.
My hair is all messy, and I have a spot on my cheek.

It could be worse - I could be wearing my Damon salvatore shirt.

Anyway, I need to shower and shave my legs.

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The hot water runs down my hair and back, the heat leaving shivers on my spine. The air is steamy and warm, I reach for the shampoo and massage it into my hair before grabbing the conditioner and repeating.

After, I place my foot on the side of the toilet and cover it with shaving cream before carefully shaving each part of my leg evenly, being sure not to slice my legs.

I feel refreshed and calm. I feel serene.

It's perfect.

Nothing can ruin this.

A slam from the front door shakes me to the core.

Valentino isn't supposed to be back until like 4 hours?

I'm not expecting any guests?

I turn off the water pressure and wrap myself in a towel before grabbing my phone and putting Valentino on speed dial.

Oh god. What do I grab to protect myself?

Leaving a wet footprint trail behind me, I reach into Valentino's bedside drawer, grabbing the gun and cocking it back.

I open the door and hold the gun, ready to shoot.

I step out onto the corridor, my breath shaking.

Who is it?

"Hello?" I call out.

"Whose there?"

"Valentino? Was that you?"

I hear something being knocked over in the kitchen.

Oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit.

I hurry down the stairs only to see valentino making a fucking sandwich.

"Valentino what the fuck?" I ask, putting the gun down by my side.

"What do you mean? I just got here!" He smiles surprisingly- I thought he'd be mad honestly.

"I thought someone broke in!" I laugh before sitting on a stool, clutching my towel closed.

"No one can break in, baby." He smiles before walking round the island to me, placing a kiss on my lips.

"I've missed you, elz" he whispers.

"elz?" I ask. No ones called me that before.

"I thought it was time you got a new nickname," His smile is purely sincere and he has a look in his eyes I can't explain.

I'm so smitten with him it's in explicable.

"So... since you're back... I was thinking go out to eat somewhere?" I ask.

"Where?"

"Mcdonalds!!" I laugh raising one arm up and standing up.

He laughs with me, "No way. Not a chance." He shakes his head.

"Pleaseee..." I lean my head against a nearby wall.

He steps forward towards me, "Okay, fine but im not ordering."

"What do you mean?" I smirk. Is he scared?

"Im not speaking to the person."

"There's screens, idiot."

"I'm not an idiot..." He steps even closer.

"Lia-" Valentino interupts me with a kiss.

I love him so much. I can't wait for the day my vows come along.


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